Selamat hari jumaat semua. Dan selamat berpuasa rejab pada sape2 yg berpuasa. Aku mmg xla kan. Eheh. Nk puasa ganti pon liat. Nasib la puasa ramadhan tu aku buat juga. Hiqs!
Well, pagi ni utk pertama kalinye sejak aku keje, aku dtg lambat. Huhu. Bukanla aku nk cite betapa berdedikasinye aku selama ni smp lambat 6 minit log in pon mau jadi hal. Tapi inila bulan yg paling kritikal utk aku sbb bln ni adalah bulan utk aku punye APPRAISAL! Jadi rekod harusla bersih dari segala noda dan dosa kan. Hiqs!
insyaAllah, klu xde aral melintang, next month aku akn menjadi permanent staff kat company ni. Xde contract2 lg. which means im fully entitled to the company’s benefit. And more pay (itu yg penting tuh). So, selamat tinggal Kelly services yg hampeh dan telah memasukkan gajiku lebih lewat dari biasa bulan ni. Hiqs. Dah la xseberapa noq, lambat plak tu. Nasibla ai xmengemis lg. hehe
bt all in all, aku sgt bersyukur ngn rezeki yg melimpah ruah ini. Kesusahan yg aku went through dulu yg keeps my feet on the ground despite kesenangan yg aku ada sekarang. Aku sgt2 bersyukur dengan apa yg aku ada dan dgn pengalaman yg aku penah lalui. Syukur, Alhamdulillah
rasanya patut juge aku puasa rejab ni kan? ehehe
Friday, July 04, 2008
Thursday, July 03, 2008
why don't u get a job?
My friend's got a girlfriend
Man he hates that bitch
He tells me every day
He says "man I really gotta lose my chick
In the worst kind of way"
She sits on her ass
He works his hands to the bone
To give her money every payday
But she wants more dinero just to stay at home
Well my friend
You gotta say:
I won't pay, I won't pay ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a job
Say no way, say no way ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a job
I guess all his money, well it isn't enough
To keep her bill collectors at bay
I guess all his money, well it isn't enough
Cause that girl's got expensive taste
I won't pay, I won't pay ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a job
Say no way, say no way ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a job
Well I guess it ain't easy doing nothing at all oh yeah
But hey man free rides just don't come along
every day
(Let me tell you about my other friend now!)
My friend's got a boyfriend man and she hates that dick (and the guy!)
She tells me every day (woo! everyday now)
He wants more dinero just to stay at home (stay at home!)
Well my friend
You gotta say: (gotta say!)
I won't pay, I won't pay ya (woo), no way (no way!)
(now now) Why don't you get a job (woo - get a job!)
Say no way, say no way ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a job
(oh yeah!)
I won't give ya no money
I always pay
(now now) Why don't you get a job (get a job!)
Say no way, say no way ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a
job!
Hey that's something everyone can enjoy!
Man he hates that bitch
He tells me every day
He says "man I really gotta lose my chick
In the worst kind of way"
She sits on her ass
He works his hands to the bone
To give her money every payday
But she wants more dinero just to stay at home
Well my friend
You gotta say:
I won't pay, I won't pay ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a job
Say no way, say no way ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a job
I guess all his money, well it isn't enough
To keep her bill collectors at bay
I guess all his money, well it isn't enough
Cause that girl's got expensive taste
I won't pay, I won't pay ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a job
Say no way, say no way ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a job
Well I guess it ain't easy doing nothing at all oh yeah
But hey man free rides just don't come along
every day
(Let me tell you about my other friend now!)
My friend's got a boyfriend man and she hates that dick (and the guy!)
She tells me every day (woo! everyday now)
He wants more dinero just to stay at home (stay at home!)
Well my friend
You gotta say: (gotta say!)
I won't pay, I won't pay ya (woo), no way (no way!)
(now now) Why don't you get a job (woo - get a job!)
Say no way, say no way ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a job
(oh yeah!)
I won't give ya no money
I always pay
(now now) Why don't you get a job (get a job!)
Say no way, say no way ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a
job!
Hey that's something everyone can enjoy!
Thursday, June 19, 2008
pemuja rahasia
Kuawali hariku dengan mendoakanmu
Agar kau slalu sehat dan bahagia di sana...
Sebelum kau melupakanku lebih jauh,
Sebelum kau meninggalkanku lebih jauh...
Ku tak pernah berharap
Kau kan merindukan keberadaanku yang menyedihkan ini
Ku hanya ingin bila kau melihatku kapanpun
Dimanapun hatimu kan berkata seperti ini...
Pria inilah yang jatuh hati padamu
Pria inilah yang kan s’lalu memujamu...
Aha... yeah... aha... yeah...
Begitu para rapper coba menghiburku
Akulah orang yang selalu menaruh bunga
Dan menuliskan cinta di atas meja kerjamu
Akulah orang yang kan selalu mengawasimu
Menikmati indahmu dari sisi gelapku
Dan biarkan aku jadi pemujamu
Jangan pernah hiraukan perasaan hatiku
Tenanglah tenang pujaan hatiku sayang
Aku takkan sampai hati bila menyentuhmu
Mungkin kau takkan pernah tahu
Betapa mudahnya kau untuk dikagumi
Mungkin kau takkan pernah sadar
Betapa mudahnya kau untuk dicintai
Akulah orang yang akan selalu memujamu
Akulah orang yang akan selalu mengintaimu
Akulah orang yang akan selalu memujamu
Akulah orang yang akan selalu mengintaimu
Karena hanya dengan perasaan rinduku yang dalam padamu
Kupertahankan hidup
Maka hanya dengan jejak-jejak hatimu
Ada arti kutelusuri hidup ini
Selamanya hanya kubisa memujamu
Selamanya hanya kubisa merindukanmu
Agar kau slalu sehat dan bahagia di sana...
Sebelum kau melupakanku lebih jauh,
Sebelum kau meninggalkanku lebih jauh...
Ku tak pernah berharap
Kau kan merindukan keberadaanku yang menyedihkan ini
Ku hanya ingin bila kau melihatku kapanpun
Dimanapun hatimu kan berkata seperti ini...
Pria inilah yang jatuh hati padamu
Pria inilah yang kan s’lalu memujamu...
Aha... yeah... aha... yeah...
Begitu para rapper coba menghiburku
Akulah orang yang selalu menaruh bunga
Dan menuliskan cinta di atas meja kerjamu
Akulah orang yang kan selalu mengawasimu
Menikmati indahmu dari sisi gelapku
Dan biarkan aku jadi pemujamu
Jangan pernah hiraukan perasaan hatiku
Tenanglah tenang pujaan hatiku sayang
Aku takkan sampai hati bila menyentuhmu
Mungkin kau takkan pernah tahu
Betapa mudahnya kau untuk dikagumi
Mungkin kau takkan pernah sadar
Betapa mudahnya kau untuk dicintai
Akulah orang yang akan selalu memujamu
Akulah orang yang akan selalu mengintaimu
Akulah orang yang akan selalu memujamu
Akulah orang yang akan selalu mengintaimu
Karena hanya dengan perasaan rinduku yang dalam padamu
Kupertahankan hidup
Maka hanya dengan jejak-jejak hatimu
Ada arti kutelusuri hidup ini
Selamanya hanya kubisa memujamu
Selamanya hanya kubisa merindukanmu
Monday, June 16, 2008
apekah jawapannye?
yu huu kengkawan. kembali bersua dlm sesi interaktif payid bersama pembacanya. hiks. asik aku je bebel sorg2 selama ni and korg pon baca je la kan. nama nk tinggal komen tu jauh panggang dari ayam pangggang. jadi silent reader saje la kaedahnye
so, utk sesi kali ni, ayuhla mbincangkan ttg konflik diri aku yg menjelang tiba nih. tidak, aku tidak mau bicara soal memilih partner. yg tu aku leh pilih sndiri. hiks. cumanya di hujung minggu yg permai ni, my cousin is going to get married. dah smp jodohnye. so sebagai sedara mara yg baik, harusla aku turut hadir memeriahkan acara di samping menyediakan preparasi yg patut
tapi korg tau je la kan klu time2 kenduri nih. lagi pulak ada makcik2 yg mulutnye satu je tapi serupa ada doblas mulut. lasernye pon boley tahan juge. dahla klu diikutkan, im supposed to be next in the line lah selepas cousin aku ini. so harusla aku menahan telinga menerima komen2 pedas dgn muka yg dibuat2 manis
tapi korg rasa kan, apakah pilihan jawapan yg sesuai utk pertanyaan makcik2 sibuk yg kecoh mau tau bile kita nk kawin atau yg lebih kecoh lg sibuk pasangkan kita ngn ank tah sape2 tah (horror sial).adakah
A) bukan saye xnk kawin makcik. nk buat camne, calonnye xde lagi (which is true okeh. ai single lagi tau)
B) ala makcik. kecoh2 nk kawin, pastu xbape tahun sibuk bercerai berai plak. baikla saya sorg2 camni. xde sibuk naik turun mahkamah syariah nnt
C) nanti la dulu makcik. bg saye kumpul duit byk2 nk pinang anak dare makcik. mcm saye xtau perangai makcik letak harga tinggi2 klu org nk masuk meminang kan. erra fazira nk kawin pon mintak senaskah al quran je. ank makcik tu cantik mcm erra fazira ke?
D) makcik jgn kecohla. saye kawin ngn laki makcik kang baru makcik tau!
jadi kwn2. sila buat pilihan anda. atau korg rasa ada jawapan yg lebih seswai? sila la berikan pendapat bernas anda itu. ayuhlah...
so, utk sesi kali ni, ayuhla mbincangkan ttg konflik diri aku yg menjelang tiba nih. tidak, aku tidak mau bicara soal memilih partner. yg tu aku leh pilih sndiri. hiks. cumanya di hujung minggu yg permai ni, my cousin is going to get married. dah smp jodohnye. so sebagai sedara mara yg baik, harusla aku turut hadir memeriahkan acara di samping menyediakan preparasi yg patut
tapi korg tau je la kan klu time2 kenduri nih. lagi pulak ada makcik2 yg mulutnye satu je tapi serupa ada doblas mulut. lasernye pon boley tahan juge. dahla klu diikutkan, im supposed to be next in the line lah selepas cousin aku ini. so harusla aku menahan telinga menerima komen2 pedas dgn muka yg dibuat2 manis
tapi korg rasa kan, apakah pilihan jawapan yg sesuai utk pertanyaan makcik2 sibuk yg kecoh mau tau bile kita nk kawin atau yg lebih kecoh lg sibuk pasangkan kita ngn ank tah sape2 tah (horror sial).adakah
A) bukan saye xnk kawin makcik. nk buat camne, calonnye xde lagi (which is true okeh. ai single lagi tau)
B) ala makcik. kecoh2 nk kawin, pastu xbape tahun sibuk bercerai berai plak. baikla saya sorg2 camni. xde sibuk naik turun mahkamah syariah nnt
C) nanti la dulu makcik. bg saye kumpul duit byk2 nk pinang anak dare makcik. mcm saye xtau perangai makcik letak harga tinggi2 klu org nk masuk meminang kan. erra fazira nk kawin pon mintak senaskah al quran je. ank makcik tu cantik mcm erra fazira ke?
D) makcik jgn kecohla. saye kawin ngn laki makcik kang baru makcik tau!
jadi kwn2. sila buat pilihan anda. atau korg rasa ada jawapan yg lebih seswai? sila la berikan pendapat bernas anda itu. ayuhlah...
Monday, June 09, 2008
one year
selamat pagi anda semua. salam siaran kita kembali. mau cerita apa ye pagi2 ni?...sambil menghirup neslo panas buatan sendiri dan memikir apa mau bfast pagi ni, otakku yg keras berfikir ni tetiba teringt pula satu perkara
exactly one year ago,(adegan flashback sket..)
i ws dumped! yup. today's the day exactly when i ws dumped by my ex. sheesh..even thinking abt it cause me so much pain right now. hehe. tapi aku bukanla teringin nk merayakan detik itu. ada ke org yg merayakan detik kesedihan? hehe. bt i wud like to take sum time to look back wut i've gone through all these while. perjalanan aku selama aku mengharung setahun ini. where i used to be and where i am right now.
bila dikenang2 balik, mmg sakit ati. esp cara aku ditingggalkan dan alasan yg diberi. sg2 menyakitkan bila difikir i dun even deserve to be treated like dat. tapi even dah tahu i ws deceived and betrayed dgn cara yg sgguh menyakitkan ati, aku terus2 mbiarkan saje, malah terus saje mperbodohkan diri dan mengizinkan dia mggunakan aku lagi. dat ws my biggest mistake dat i regret my whole entire life. seriously..
mungkin kerana cinta yg terus mbara, maybe juga becoz mak sgguh konfidensi nih yg satu ari nnt rship mereka akn berakhir and sumhow dia akan balik juge kepada aku. true enuff..xlama lepas tu, it ended. and ironically, sehebat mana mereka claim cinta mereka itu, it lasted not more than usia percintaan aku sebelum ni. tu diah stetmen. usia percintaan katanya. ehehehe
bt come to think abt it, aku dah xde dendam lg ngn sape2. dulu mungkin ye. aku ada terlalu byk agenda di dalam kepala ini. mbayangkan revenge di dalam kepala aku je dah cukup seronok, so i pilih utk tak execute the plan. bley i bg stetmen camtuh? hehe. tahla, sumhow aku rasa biarla mereka dpt pbalasan mereka dr tuhan sndiri. dat's even sweeter to watch. wahaha. which is true ok.
apa2 pun, semua tu cerita lama. dan aku pun xmau ada kena mengena ngn dia lagi. so whoever think yg aku masih gilakan dia smp ke hari ni, sila betulkan thoughts itu okeh. bt all in all, i'm grateful for this whole journey. so much lesson i've learnt, and so many great ppl i met along the way
i hv to admit, it was not an easy journey. tp aku terus harung juga coz i'm left with no choice. jadi dari jatuh tersungkur, aku bangkit perlahan2. merangkak, berjalan semula dan i'm proud to say yg aku dah mampu bangkit semula (sampai hatimu memandangmu...terujaaaaa....... bley. fefeeling ella gituh!). terima kasih to the wonderful ppl around me yg terus menyokong ai selama ari ni (sambil pose2 pelakon wanita fofuler memegang award dan menitiskan air mata palsu. eerrrkk.. wanitakah? ahahaha)
and yes. i'm still single, smp saat ni la kan. esok lusa belum tahu. ehehe. tapi aku bukanla jenis org yg senang bertukar cinta, dspite being such a big filrt nowadays. eheh. mayb aku terlalu memilih, mayb juga i havn't found the right person yet, which reminds me of a saying finding a partner is like finding a public toilet. the gd ones are taken, and the rest are just full of shit. ehehe. well, bukanla mereka yg single aku jmpa itu semuanya jenis haprak belaka. lets juz say dat samada mereka itu tidak menepati citarasa atau cuma kimia a.k,a chemistry itu xde. maka aku terus la mencari lg
for the time being, i'm juz happy with who i am and where i am right now. i juz cross my fingers and hope for the best dan harung je hari2 yg mendatang dgn tabah ati.
exactly one year ago,(adegan flashback sket..)
i ws dumped! yup. today's the day exactly when i ws dumped by my ex. sheesh..even thinking abt it cause me so much pain right now. hehe. tapi aku bukanla teringin nk merayakan detik itu. ada ke org yg merayakan detik kesedihan? hehe. bt i wud like to take sum time to look back wut i've gone through all these while. perjalanan aku selama aku mengharung setahun ini. where i used to be and where i am right now.
bila dikenang2 balik, mmg sakit ati. esp cara aku ditingggalkan dan alasan yg diberi. sg2 menyakitkan bila difikir i dun even deserve to be treated like dat. tapi even dah tahu i ws deceived and betrayed dgn cara yg sgguh menyakitkan ati, aku terus2 mbiarkan saje, malah terus saje mperbodohkan diri dan mengizinkan dia mggunakan aku lagi. dat ws my biggest mistake dat i regret my whole entire life. seriously..
mungkin kerana cinta yg terus mbara, maybe juga becoz mak sgguh konfidensi nih yg satu ari nnt rship mereka akn berakhir and sumhow dia akan balik juge kepada aku. true enuff..xlama lepas tu, it ended. and ironically, sehebat mana mereka claim cinta mereka itu, it lasted not more than usia percintaan aku sebelum ni. tu diah stetmen. usia percintaan katanya. ehehehe
bt come to think abt it, aku dah xde dendam lg ngn sape2. dulu mungkin ye. aku ada terlalu byk agenda di dalam kepala ini. mbayangkan revenge di dalam kepala aku je dah cukup seronok, so i pilih utk tak execute the plan. bley i bg stetmen camtuh? hehe. tahla, sumhow aku rasa biarla mereka dpt pbalasan mereka dr tuhan sndiri. dat's even sweeter to watch. wahaha. which is true ok.
apa2 pun, semua tu cerita lama. dan aku pun xmau ada kena mengena ngn dia lagi. so whoever think yg aku masih gilakan dia smp ke hari ni, sila betulkan thoughts itu okeh. bt all in all, i'm grateful for this whole journey. so much lesson i've learnt, and so many great ppl i met along the way
i hv to admit, it was not an easy journey. tp aku terus harung juga coz i'm left with no choice. jadi dari jatuh tersungkur, aku bangkit perlahan2. merangkak, berjalan semula dan i'm proud to say yg aku dah mampu bangkit semula (sampai hatimu memandangmu...terujaaaaa....... bley. fefeeling ella gituh!). terima kasih to the wonderful ppl around me yg terus menyokong ai selama ari ni (sambil pose2 pelakon wanita fofuler memegang award dan menitiskan air mata palsu. eerrrkk.. wanitakah? ahahaha)
and yes. i'm still single, smp saat ni la kan. esok lusa belum tahu. ehehe. tapi aku bukanla jenis org yg senang bertukar cinta, dspite being such a big filrt nowadays. eheh. mayb aku terlalu memilih, mayb juga i havn't found the right person yet, which reminds me of a saying finding a partner is like finding a public toilet. the gd ones are taken, and the rest are just full of shit. ehehe. well, bukanla mereka yg single aku jmpa itu semuanya jenis haprak belaka. lets juz say dat samada mereka itu tidak menepati citarasa atau cuma kimia a.k,a chemistry itu xde. maka aku terus la mencari lg
for the time being, i'm juz happy with who i am and where i am right now. i juz cross my fingers and hope for the best dan harung je hari2 yg mendatang dgn tabah ati.
Friday, May 23, 2008
the weekend updates
hey there. it's been a while since my last post yg aku actually bercerita rather than menampal lagu2 je kan. hiks. punye la malas nk update blog sndiri smp ada yg tegur. eceh. nk kata blog aku ada pengikut la tu kan. ehehe. ala, yg baca pon kita2 je. kan..kan.. kan..? aku belumla smp tahap penulis yg haibat smp ada yg jatuh chenta ngn tulisan aku saje nih. ehehe
bt whutever it is, the last weekend spent ws a major blast. serious shit. i nvr had dat much fun sepanjang hayat aku hanya dalam satu weekend. eheh. cukupla utk buat kepala aku weng agk2 seminggu kan
i went to genting last weekend for my course. so more like keje punye hal la kan. bukanla pegi bersuka2. tapi sape kata time keje xleh bersuka2? i did had fun (ahem) bt i rather keep the details to myself. wakakaka....sure berbulu je kan korg dgr. nk cite ke xnk payid nih? well, lets juz say i did had fun with all the activities and mmg genting menyimpan memori yg manis (ecewah). bt wut happens in genting, stays in genting. nuff said. mau tau juga, tanya aku sndiri. hehe
balik je dr genting, smp umah, letak beg trus call konco2 utk bertanya their whereabouts. gigih ni balik penat2 mau melepak bersama konco2 nih. since mereka still di s.alam, i took a rest for a while kat umah, mandi manda and unpack all my stuff and toss it into my laundry bag. fuuhh...ngeri lak tgk baju yg bertimbun. ye la, org baru balik beraktiviti lasak la katakan. ehehe
that nite, met up with my konco2 at wangsa maju and thats when the party started. dude nites out lebih meriah lg diserikan dgn kehadiran seorg awek misteri yg cun boleh thn la kan. ehehe. tapi body...halamak....bisa bikin iman aku goyah nih. so after a few stops, mandi manda bagai, we went out again at abt 2am for a late nite supper. aku yg dah terbongkang awlnye (sbb penat sgt. aku xrest lg sejak blk genting tuh) gigih gak la bgn sbb xnk ketinggalan walaupun mata aku separuh terbuka
after supper at NZ sambil bergelak ketawa dgn lawak bangang si Un, kitorg gerak ke stevens for a few rounds of pool. merasa la kami bermain betukar2 pasangan. ehehe. dan sempat juga menjual muka sambil mengayat awek barang seorg dua (er..aku yg sebenarnye diayat oleh awek seluar merah tu. ehehe)
org dah azan subuh, baru la kitorg reti nk balik umah. after si Un mandi utk bersiap ke tempat kerja (which is in kuching!) me and sorg lg konco bersama awek sexy itu bergerak ke kl sentral utk anta Un. fanta telah tertewas dgn keadaan jadi dia xfollow. eheh. after saying our gdbyes, maka i took over the wheels utk hantar awek sexy itu pulang pula. lepas guna harus la anta balik kan. ehehe. then i hv to drive to pandan indah lak nk parking kete coz fanta yg akn anta ke kl sentral petang tu. dr wangsa maju, ke pandan indah, then i took the lrt and a bus ride back home and smp around pukul 9. dasat x? xtido all nite long nih
selepas mandi manda and bfast, i called my coallegue yg tggl di seberang jalan itu sbb i ws suppose to teman her mbeli almari di ikea. nasibla xjadi kan so dpt la aku tido barang sejam dua. tp pukul 2 tuh, aku dah xreti duduk umah pulak dah. so i called up my childhood friend masa skolah rendah dlu and kitorg janji nk jmpa kat ikano kul 6.45 for steamboat session. ehehe. derang ni sbnanye partner, which aku sgt terkejut bila dpt tau awl2 tu sbb time skolah dlu, masing2 mmg xleh blah ngn each other. kira mmg xngam la. so aku mcm sedikit geli lak tgk derang bersayang2 tuh sbb bila kenangkan 13 thn dlu, i wud nvr imagined it. ehehe. btw dat ws the first time kitorg jumpa after 13 thn terpisah. jejak kasih abis la kan. so little time, tapi ada byk sgt nk cite. harus 7 ari 7 mlm pon xabis. eheh
after steamboat, kitorg berkarok di cineleasure. aku mmg menyampah la karok ngn si zai tu coz suara dia sedap dan mbuatkan kitorg ni kedengaran sgguh sumbang. ehehe. nama pon aspiring singer kan. klu nk banding ngn kitorg nih, harusla suara dia sedap gile. after berkarok abt 10 lagu dan suara aku pon hampir xde, kitorg gerak ke pandan indah lak sbb derang nak main pool kat stevens. tapi aku yg dah xlarat ni (esoknye keje beb, and i havnt got my proper rest yet) have to balik umah dan terpaksa melepaskan peluang keemasan itu. lagipon aku takut awek seluar merah tu tuntut janji dia sbb aku jani nk blanje dia klu dia menang main pool. ahaha. mulut mau manis kan. dah pancing ikan tu, xsemestinye kita mkn. apa salahnye ikan tu dilepaskan semula utk bg peluang org lain pancing lak. sharing is caring kaedahnye. rezeki yg ada dikongsi bersama kan
maka esok harinye, aku pegi keje ngn muka blur dan kepala yg weng smp seminggu. sbb tu la aku br update arini. bley? ehehe
bt whutever it is, the last weekend spent ws a major blast. serious shit. i nvr had dat much fun sepanjang hayat aku hanya dalam satu weekend. eheh. cukupla utk buat kepala aku weng agk2 seminggu kan
i went to genting last weekend for my course. so more like keje punye hal la kan. bukanla pegi bersuka2. tapi sape kata time keje xleh bersuka2? i did had fun (ahem) bt i rather keep the details to myself. wakakaka....sure berbulu je kan korg dgr. nk cite ke xnk payid nih? well, lets juz say i did had fun with all the activities and mmg genting menyimpan memori yg manis (ecewah). bt wut happens in genting, stays in genting. nuff said. mau tau juga, tanya aku sndiri. hehe
balik je dr genting, smp umah, letak beg trus call konco2 utk bertanya their whereabouts. gigih ni balik penat2 mau melepak bersama konco2 nih. since mereka still di s.alam, i took a rest for a while kat umah, mandi manda and unpack all my stuff and toss it into my laundry bag. fuuhh...ngeri lak tgk baju yg bertimbun. ye la, org baru balik beraktiviti lasak la katakan. ehehe
that nite, met up with my konco2 at wangsa maju and thats when the party started. dude nites out lebih meriah lg diserikan dgn kehadiran seorg awek misteri yg cun boleh thn la kan. ehehe. tapi body...halamak....bisa bikin iman aku goyah nih. so after a few stops, mandi manda bagai, we went out again at abt 2am for a late nite supper. aku yg dah terbongkang awlnye (sbb penat sgt. aku xrest lg sejak blk genting tuh) gigih gak la bgn sbb xnk ketinggalan walaupun mata aku separuh terbuka
after supper at NZ sambil bergelak ketawa dgn lawak bangang si Un, kitorg gerak ke stevens for a few rounds of pool. merasa la kami bermain betukar2 pasangan. ehehe. dan sempat juga menjual muka sambil mengayat awek barang seorg dua (er..aku yg sebenarnye diayat oleh awek seluar merah tu. ehehe)
org dah azan subuh, baru la kitorg reti nk balik umah. after si Un mandi utk bersiap ke tempat kerja (which is in kuching!) me and sorg lg konco bersama awek sexy itu bergerak ke kl sentral utk anta Un. fanta telah tertewas dgn keadaan jadi dia xfollow. eheh. after saying our gdbyes, maka i took over the wheels utk hantar awek sexy itu pulang pula. lepas guna harus la anta balik kan. ehehe. then i hv to drive to pandan indah lak nk parking kete coz fanta yg akn anta ke kl sentral petang tu. dr wangsa maju, ke pandan indah, then i took the lrt and a bus ride back home and smp around pukul 9. dasat x? xtido all nite long nih
selepas mandi manda and bfast, i called my coallegue yg tggl di seberang jalan itu sbb i ws suppose to teman her mbeli almari di ikea. nasibla xjadi kan so dpt la aku tido barang sejam dua. tp pukul 2 tuh, aku dah xreti duduk umah pulak dah. so i called up my childhood friend masa skolah rendah dlu and kitorg janji nk jmpa kat ikano kul 6.45 for steamboat session. ehehe. derang ni sbnanye partner, which aku sgt terkejut bila dpt tau awl2 tu sbb time skolah dlu, masing2 mmg xleh blah ngn each other. kira mmg xngam la. so aku mcm sedikit geli lak tgk derang bersayang2 tuh sbb bila kenangkan 13 thn dlu, i wud nvr imagined it. ehehe. btw dat ws the first time kitorg jumpa after 13 thn terpisah. jejak kasih abis la kan. so little time, tapi ada byk sgt nk cite. harus 7 ari 7 mlm pon xabis. eheh
after steamboat, kitorg berkarok di cineleasure. aku mmg menyampah la karok ngn si zai tu coz suara dia sedap dan mbuatkan kitorg ni kedengaran sgguh sumbang. ehehe. nama pon aspiring singer kan. klu nk banding ngn kitorg nih, harusla suara dia sedap gile. after berkarok abt 10 lagu dan suara aku pon hampir xde, kitorg gerak ke pandan indah lak sbb derang nak main pool kat stevens. tapi aku yg dah xlarat ni (esoknye keje beb, and i havnt got my proper rest yet) have to balik umah dan terpaksa melepaskan peluang keemasan itu. lagipon aku takut awek seluar merah tu tuntut janji dia sbb aku jani nk blanje dia klu dia menang main pool. ahaha. mulut mau manis kan. dah pancing ikan tu, xsemestinye kita mkn. apa salahnye ikan tu dilepaskan semula utk bg peluang org lain pancing lak. sharing is caring kaedahnye. rezeki yg ada dikongsi bersama kan
maka esok harinye, aku pegi keje ngn muka blur dan kepala yg weng smp seminggu. sbb tu la aku br update arini. bley? ehehe
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
cinta dalam hati
Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa di cintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu
Telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku
Reff:
Ku ingin kau tahu
Diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu
Hingga ujung waktuku
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja
Mengagumi tanpa di cintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu
Telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku
Reff:
Ku ingin kau tahu
Diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu
Hingga ujung waktuku
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
bukan orang suci
Mestinya kau mengerti
Saat pertama kali
Kala kau peluk diriku
Jangan pernah biarkan
Diri terhanyut nafsu
Aku bukan orang suci
* Bukalah matamu berpaling dari diriku
Benam(kan) semua mimpi-mimpimu
Jujur pada hati masih banyak cinta menanti
jangan kau harapkan aku
reff: lupakan semua rayu
Jangan kagumi aku
Karna ku tak cinta kamu
Mohon kau tinggalkan aku
Tak usah kau harap lagi
Karna cinta untukmu palsu
tak perlu lagi sesali
Anggap tak pernah terjadi
Saat ku lepas dirimu
Pernahkah kau sadari
aku tak pernah berjanji
Untuk setia padamu
**motif lagu tema aku utk ptg ni? eheh
Saat pertama kali
Kala kau peluk diriku
Jangan pernah biarkan
Diri terhanyut nafsu
Aku bukan orang suci
* Bukalah matamu berpaling dari diriku
Benam(kan) semua mimpi-mimpimu
Jujur pada hati masih banyak cinta menanti
jangan kau harapkan aku
reff: lupakan semua rayu
Jangan kagumi aku
Karna ku tak cinta kamu
Mohon kau tinggalkan aku
Tak usah kau harap lagi
Karna cinta untukmu palsu
tak perlu lagi sesali
Anggap tak pernah terjadi
Saat ku lepas dirimu
Pernahkah kau sadari
aku tak pernah berjanji
Untuk setia padamu
**motif lagu tema aku utk ptg ni? eheh
Monday, April 28, 2008
iklan jawatan kosong
aku penah la terpikir, camne agknye klu aku iklankan aja pencarian partner aku. hehe. adakah aku terlalu desperate smp mau iklan bagai kan? belumla lagi. tp agk2 nye ada x rupa iklan tu camni ye?
DIKEHENDAKI
PARTNER
Kelayakan
1. mempunyai sekurang2nya diploma daripada IPTA atau ITPS yang diiktiraf oleh Lembaga Akreditasi Negara
2. pengalaman tidak diperlukan tetapi merupakan satu kelebihan
3. mempunyai kenderaan sendiri adalah digalakkan (sbb aku xde kete. bley?)
4. berperwatakan menarik (atau dlm istilah lain : kendu!)
5. berkebolehan berbahasa melayu dan inggeris dgn baik (perlu ke kriteria ni? ahah. harusla. klu dia cakap tamil camne nk berkomunikasi nih?)
6. sanggup bekerja lebih masa (apakah yg dimaksudkan ngn BEKERJA itu? ahaha. aku gelak guling2 nih. LEBIH MASA lak tuh. ahaha)
7. boleh berkerja shift (ini adalah kriteria yg sgt xperlu, unless korg ada lebih dr sorg partner. tp nmpk2 sgt la awl2 dah kantoi kan. ehehe)
Faedah
1. peluang kenaikan pangkat (motif? naik pangkat jd apekah?)
2. tempat tinggal disediakan (jd partner i, leh dpt umah. bley?
3. uniform disediakan (ini la kriteria yg sgt xperlu. motif kau mau partner kau pki uniform? ahaha. lawak sial)
4. gaji yg lumayan (aku byr ngn kasih syg yg xberbelah bahagi. lumayan la tu kan?)
sila hubungi payid di 019-******* untuk temuduga. bawa bersama resume anda. sebarang surat mmengorat tidak akn dilayan
so. ada sape? berminat? ahaha
DIKEHENDAKI
PARTNER
Kelayakan
1. mempunyai sekurang2nya diploma daripada IPTA atau ITPS yang diiktiraf oleh Lembaga Akreditasi Negara
2. pengalaman tidak diperlukan tetapi merupakan satu kelebihan
3. mempunyai kenderaan sendiri adalah digalakkan (sbb aku xde kete. bley?)
4. berperwatakan menarik (atau dlm istilah lain : kendu!)
5. berkebolehan berbahasa melayu dan inggeris dgn baik (perlu ke kriteria ni? ahah. harusla. klu dia cakap tamil camne nk berkomunikasi nih?)
6. sanggup bekerja lebih masa (apakah yg dimaksudkan ngn BEKERJA itu? ahaha. aku gelak guling2 nih. LEBIH MASA lak tuh. ahaha)
7. boleh berkerja shift (ini adalah kriteria yg sgt xperlu, unless korg ada lebih dr sorg partner. tp nmpk2 sgt la awl2 dah kantoi kan. ehehe)
Faedah
1. peluang kenaikan pangkat (motif? naik pangkat jd apekah?)
2. tempat tinggal disediakan (jd partner i, leh dpt umah. bley?
3. uniform disediakan (ini la kriteria yg sgt xperlu. motif kau mau partner kau pki uniform? ahaha. lawak sial)
4. gaji yg lumayan (aku byr ngn kasih syg yg xberbelah bahagi. lumayan la tu kan?)
sila hubungi payid di 019-******* untuk temuduga. bawa bersama resume anda. sebarang surat mmengorat tidak akn dilayan
so. ada sape? berminat? ahaha
Thursday, April 24, 2008
what hurts the most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
Friday, April 18, 2008
ruang rindu
Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut
Terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
Menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada
Jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
Terasa hangat oh didalam hati
Kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
Tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi
Tak pernah kuragu dan slalu kuingat
Kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu takut mencari makna
Tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada
Kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
Semua kutrima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu kita bertemu
Terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
Menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada
Jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
Terasa hangat oh didalam hati
Kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
Tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi
Tak pernah kuragu dan slalu kuingat
Kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu takut mencari makna
Tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada
Kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
Semua kutrima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu kita bertemu
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
let me love u
Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don't know why
If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know
If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....
You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
Let me love you that's all you need baby
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don't know why
If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know
If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....
You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
Let me love you that's all you need baby
Friday, March 28, 2008
bila nak saksi
Wajahmu kerap kumimpi
Wajahmu sering kupuja
Buatku terasa sepi
Kala ku bukakan mata
Kau masih belumpun kupunya
Rinduku masih kau tak peka
Cintamu kerap kumimpi
Cintamu sering kudamba
Buatku terasa sedih
Kala ku bukakan mata
Kau masih belumpun kudakap
Rinduku masih kau tak singkap
Bila nak saksi kau datang terkulai?
Bila nak saksi kau datang membelai?
Bila nak saksi cintaku sampai?
Dirimu kerap ku mimpi
Dirimu sering ku khayal
Aku angan-angankan kau dapat bersama
Nyatakan cinta yang terpendam
Membina istana tersergam
Bila nak saksi kau datang terkulai?
Bila nak saksi kau datang membelai?
Bila nak saksi cintaku sampai?
Kau masih belumpun kupunya
Rinduku masih kau tak peka
Bila nak saksi kau datang terkulai?
Bila nak saksi kau datang membelai?
Bila nak saksi cintaku sampai?
Bila nak saksi cintamu kugapai?
Dirimu kerap ku mimpi
Dirimu sering ku khayal
Aku angan-angankan
Wajahmu sering kupuja
Buatku terasa sepi
Kala ku bukakan mata
Kau masih belumpun kupunya
Rinduku masih kau tak peka
Cintamu kerap kumimpi
Cintamu sering kudamba
Buatku terasa sedih
Kala ku bukakan mata
Kau masih belumpun kudakap
Rinduku masih kau tak singkap
Bila nak saksi kau datang terkulai?
Bila nak saksi kau datang membelai?
Bila nak saksi cintaku sampai?
Dirimu kerap ku mimpi
Dirimu sering ku khayal
Aku angan-angankan kau dapat bersama
Nyatakan cinta yang terpendam
Membina istana tersergam
Bila nak saksi kau datang terkulai?
Bila nak saksi kau datang membelai?
Bila nak saksi cintaku sampai?
Kau masih belumpun kupunya
Rinduku masih kau tak peka
Bila nak saksi kau datang terkulai?
Bila nak saksi kau datang membelai?
Bila nak saksi cintaku sampai?
Bila nak saksi cintamu kugapai?
Dirimu kerap ku mimpi
Dirimu sering ku khayal
Aku angan-angankan
Friday, March 21, 2008
if only
Well every single time I see you I start to feel this way
It makes me wonder if I am ever gonna feel this way again.
There's a picture
tearin
in the back of my head
I see it over and over
I wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end
Then I hear myself reply "You've got to
hold it in" this time tonight
If only I had the guts to feel this way,
if only you'd look at me and
want to stay, if only I could take you in my
arms and say, I won't go cuz I
need you
Sit here waiting, wondering, hoping that I'll make this right
Cuz all I think about is your hands, your
face and all these lonely nights
There's a feeling screaming in the back of my head
Saying it over and over
I wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end
Then I hear myself reply "She'll never
let you in" this time tonight
If only I had the guts to feel this way, if
only you'd look at me and wanna
stay, if only I could take you in my arms and
say, I won't go cuz I need you
I wanna hear you say it'll always be this way
And we'll be hand in hand for everynight and everyday
I wanna scream and shout cuz rules are never doubt
And all I care about is you and me and us and now
If only I had the guts to feel this way, if
only you'd look at me and wanna
stay, if only I could take you in my arms and
say, I won't go cuz I need you
Please don't go cause I need you now
Yeah. Cuz I need you
If only, yeah cuz I need you now
If only cuz I need you, I need you
If only , cuz I need you
If only cuz I need you
If only, yeah, if only...I need you now....yeah
It makes me wonder if I am ever gonna feel this way again.
There's a picture
tearin
in the back of my head
I see it over and over
I wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end
Then I hear myself reply "You've got to
hold it in" this time tonight
If only I had the guts to feel this way,
if only you'd look at me and
want to stay, if only I could take you in my
arms and say, I won't go cuz I
need you
Sit here waiting, wondering, hoping that I'll make this right
Cuz all I think about is your hands, your
face and all these lonely nights
There's a feeling screaming in the back of my head
Saying it over and over
I wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end
Then I hear myself reply "She'll never
let you in" this time tonight
If only I had the guts to feel this way, if
only you'd look at me and wanna
stay, if only I could take you in my arms and
say, I won't go cuz I need you
I wanna hear you say it'll always be this way
And we'll be hand in hand for everynight and everyday
I wanna scream and shout cuz rules are never doubt
And all I care about is you and me and us and now
If only I had the guts to feel this way, if
only you'd look at me and wanna
stay, if only I could take you in my arms and
say, I won't go cuz I need you
Please don't go cause I need you now
Yeah. Cuz I need you
If only, yeah cuz I need you now
If only cuz I need you, I need you
If only , cuz I need you
If only cuz I need you
If only, yeah, if only...I need you now....yeah
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
arjuna
Sudah kudaki gunung tertinggi
Hanya untuk mencari dimana dirimu
Sudah kujelajahi isi bumi
Hanya untuk dapat hidup bersamamu
Sudah kuarungi laut samudera
Hanya untuk mencari tempat berlabuhmu
Tapi semakin jauh ku mencari
Cinta semakin aku tak mengerti
Akulah Arjuna
Yang mencari cinta
Wahai wanita
Cintailah aku
Mungkin kutemui cinta sejati
Saat aku hembuskan nafas terakhirku
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Hanya untuk mencari dimana dirimu
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Hanya untuk dapat hidup bersamamu
Sudah kuarungi laut samudera
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Wednesday, March 05, 2008
my pursuit of happiness
dah lama sbnanye aku nk buat posting ni. cuma masa je yg xbape sesuai (dan xmengizinkan pon sbnanye). i'm so greatful for what i am right now, where i stand, and what i do now. aku terlalu amat bersyukur. n i know, this is juz a beginning of a wonderful journey
i went thru a lot sebelum aku berada di sini. not dat kejayaan aku sgt besar pon skrg. i know carrerwise, aku xdela sehebat mana.tp bl tgk apa yg aku accomplish skang, n looking back to where n who i use to be a few months ago, i know i am allowed to be a little bit proud of myself
akula penganggur terhormat dulu. ada degree setinggi gunung pon, tapi merempat di jalanan. aku keje, tapi kuli batak pon org byr gaji. aku penah pegi ofis xmakan, xminum apa pon sbb xde duit. aku penah jln kaki dr pasar seni ke chow kit setiap hari untuk berbulan2 sbb aku xcukup duit nk byr tambang bas. aku penah mengemis duit org nk buat blanja tambang bus dgn alasan wallet lupa la, wallet kene kebas la. dan bila lapar sgt, kdg2 aku g kat supermarket dgn harapan ada la org yg bg sample makanan or minuman percuma tu. makanan tu la yg sambung nyawa aku
sungguh, masa aku study dlu, aku xpenah terbayang hidup aku akan end up smp camtu skali. dan bila dikenangkan duit yg aku bazirkan dulu, sakit ati lak rasa. dlu aku xde hal takat nk blanja mkn rm 20 lebih for 1 stupid meal. sedangkan rm20 tu boleh buat smp 6 meal kdg2 utk aku. tu xmasuk lg ngn duit2 lain. bila kenang2 balik, hadui. menyesal gile. terasa gak kalau la leh kutip balik duit yg ditabur2 dlu. hehe.
bt im so greatful, coz along the way, aku jmpa dan kenal org2 yg betul2 digelar kawan. org2 yg terima aku seadanya aku, tanpa syarat. org2 yg xpenah jemu tlg aku, be it financially ke, morally ke. sungguh, smp mati aku kenang budi derang ni. org2 yg terus sambung nyawa dan semangat aku untuk terus hidup
and i know. my humble beginning is what gonna keep my feet grounded when i reach the sky 1 day. i know i can be successful 1 day. and apa yg aku ada skang is juz a beginning. sungguh aku ckp, the moment aku draw may first salary for the first time in 7 months, aku terasa mcm gigil sket. xterucap syukur aku bila nmpk duit dlm akaun ada la 4 angka instead of singgit tiga ploh nam sen je mcm selalu. aku tau ketika itu, this is my turning point. syukur, Alhamdulillah
i went thru a lot sebelum aku berada di sini. not dat kejayaan aku sgt besar pon skrg. i know carrerwise, aku xdela sehebat mana.tp bl tgk apa yg aku accomplish skang, n looking back to where n who i use to be a few months ago, i know i am allowed to be a little bit proud of myself
akula penganggur terhormat dulu. ada degree setinggi gunung pon, tapi merempat di jalanan. aku keje, tapi kuli batak pon org byr gaji. aku penah pegi ofis xmakan, xminum apa pon sbb xde duit. aku penah jln kaki dr pasar seni ke chow kit setiap hari untuk berbulan2 sbb aku xcukup duit nk byr tambang bas. aku penah mengemis duit org nk buat blanja tambang bus dgn alasan wallet lupa la, wallet kene kebas la. dan bila lapar sgt, kdg2 aku g kat supermarket dgn harapan ada la org yg bg sample makanan or minuman percuma tu. makanan tu la yg sambung nyawa aku
sungguh, masa aku study dlu, aku xpenah terbayang hidup aku akan end up smp camtu skali. dan bila dikenangkan duit yg aku bazirkan dulu, sakit ati lak rasa. dlu aku xde hal takat nk blanja mkn rm 20 lebih for 1 stupid meal. sedangkan rm20 tu boleh buat smp 6 meal kdg2 utk aku. tu xmasuk lg ngn duit2 lain. bila kenang2 balik, hadui. menyesal gile. terasa gak kalau la leh kutip balik duit yg ditabur2 dlu. hehe.
bt im so greatful, coz along the way, aku jmpa dan kenal org2 yg betul2 digelar kawan. org2 yg terima aku seadanya aku, tanpa syarat. org2 yg xpenah jemu tlg aku, be it financially ke, morally ke. sungguh, smp mati aku kenang budi derang ni. org2 yg terus sambung nyawa dan semangat aku untuk terus hidup
and i know. my humble beginning is what gonna keep my feet grounded when i reach the sky 1 day. i know i can be successful 1 day. and apa yg aku ada skang is juz a beginning. sungguh aku ckp, the moment aku draw may first salary for the first time in 7 months, aku terasa mcm gigil sket. xterucap syukur aku bila nmpk duit dlm akaun ada la 4 angka instead of singgit tiga ploh nam sen je mcm selalu. aku tau ketika itu, this is my turning point. syukur, Alhamdulillah
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
haluuu.... salam siaran semua. lama suda aku menghilang kan. hehe. ada yg merindu kah? marilah aku ubati kerinduan korg itew ye.
i'll juz make this short n sweet as my coallegue kejap lg mau masuk keje. aku mls sket kang derang bibodi lak nk tau apa aku tulis kan.
im ok rite now. keje ok. nnt la aku cite psl keje k. cuma yg aku bengang tu boleh blog aku ni di block access nye oleh server kat sini. yg peliknye blogger xblock lak. so kaedah nye aku hanya boleh tulis tapi xleh baca blog sndiri. boley gitu? so much of writing for my own pleasure kan? haha. skang terpaksa la aku write for korg nye pleasure lak. hehe
bt anyways, everything is running smoothly now. alhamdulillah. nntla kite cite pjg k
ok. gtg. makcik2 ni dah masuk dah. nantikan comeback ai ke persada pemblogan. hahaha
***oh yeah. sape2 yg tggl msg kat cbox tu, sori la ye. ai xleh nk baca pon. klu korg nk chat sesama sndiri tu boleh la. hehe
i'll juz make this short n sweet as my coallegue kejap lg mau masuk keje. aku mls sket kang derang bibodi lak nk tau apa aku tulis kan.
im ok rite now. keje ok. nnt la aku cite psl keje k. cuma yg aku bengang tu boleh blog aku ni di block access nye oleh server kat sini. yg peliknye blogger xblock lak. so kaedah nye aku hanya boleh tulis tapi xleh baca blog sndiri. boley gitu? so much of writing for my own pleasure kan? haha. skang terpaksa la aku write for korg nye pleasure lak. hehe
bt anyways, everything is running smoothly now. alhamdulillah. nntla kite cite pjg k
ok. gtg. makcik2 ni dah masuk dah. nantikan comeback ai ke persada pemblogan. hahaha
***oh yeah. sape2 yg tggl msg kat cbox tu, sori la ye. ai xleh nk baca pon. klu korg nk chat sesama sndiri tu boleh la. hehe
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
i got it from my mamak
i heard jj and rudy's version of "i got it from my mama" which i found insanely hilarious. bygkan aku leh gelak sorg2 kat umah. harus jiran2 aku igt aku sewel.heh
i tried to google the full version of the lyrics (kau boleh x gegeh?) so here's for u guys to have ur share of laughter
Hey JJ...
Laparla...
Yeala, where you wanna go ah?
Dunno, you got kereta?
No ah... jalan lah
HERE WE GO!
JJ, where'd you get your canai from?
Rudy, where'd you get your maggi from?
JJ, where'd you get your tosai from?
Rudy, where'd you get your curry from?
I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it got it got it...
JJ, where'd you get your kopi from?
Rudy, where'd you get your nasi from?
JJ, where'd you get your sambal from?
Eh, Rudy, where'd you get your tapau from?
I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it got it got it...
Mamak, looking good from his head to his toe,
Curry overload, body out of control,
Open 24, you can always go,
So happening, also got cendol,
Roti smelling good, they don't use ghee,
It's almost small, it's the place to eat, (apa khabar?)
You can tell curry's been there for a week, (wah sedap!)
Mamak made it hot, I can feel the heat!
So be veli good and thank your mamak,
He makes food just like a sauna,
Panas, panas, here it comes now, panas, panas, here it comes now,
Oooo
I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it got it got it...
Aney, Aney, Tolong kira please boss!
(Some tamil convo here lolz)
- What?
- Ten ringgit forty cent, buuuttt for you guys - Ten ringgit.
- THANK YOU MACHA!
Eh Rudy..
Ah..
Mmm, tak rasa la. Not enough spice la...
Don't worry, I know what to do man.
Really?
(Telephone dialling)
HEY JIN!
Ow Sh*t, it's the morning crew!
HAhahahahahaha
Ho, you ain't hungry?
Well - I - am,
Take you to a place where they don't eat ham,
Speak malay or speak chinese,
A little bit of rice and some black eyed peas,
Where else can you go and eat real late?
Straight from the club and it's food on your plate,
Love Mackie Diz, but not today,
Think I'm in the mood for some cool teh,
Tell JJ, I think I found a winner,
Me and Rudy, we both missed dinner,
So you know that we're ready to eat,
No durians, now please have a seat!
Come on...
I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it got it got it...
All these food right here, I got all these from my MAMAK.
All these food right here, I got all these from my MAMAK.
Ifa roti real fine, 9 times outta 10, its coming from my mamak,
If the kopi real sweet, 9 times outta 10, its sweeter at my mamak,
If the cat's really ugly, I bet you, it is not at my mamak,
If the girl's real fine, 9 times outta 10, she's hanging at my mamak,
If you're chilling in subang, 9 times outta 10, you're chilling at my mamak,
If you're hanging in ampang, 9 times outta 10, you're hanging at my mamak,
At my mamak!
JJ, where'd you get your canai from?
Rudy, where'd you get your maggi from?
JJ, where'd you get your tosai from?
Rudy, where'd you get your curry from?
I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it got it got it...
Roti make some noise!
If you like kopi, make some noise!
If you like mamak, make some noise!
Make some noise, Make some noise, noise, noise...
(noi, noi, noi, noi, noi...)
Ok, ok enough of the noise, eh - macha, macha, Rudy - Stop with the tin cans la!
Are you serious?
Yeala please
Alrite
Eh, but how's your roti ah?
Ooo, dashyat man
Eh, eh whatchu got eh watchu wat's that?
Eheh, chicken, lamb, everything inside!
Got telur?
GOOOOOTTTT
hehe. so very malaysian kan. gile cool derang nih. aku nk keje ngn derang leh?
i tried to google the full version of the lyrics (kau boleh x gegeh?) so here's for u guys to have ur share of laughter
Hey JJ...
Laparla...
Yeala, where you wanna go ah?
Dunno, you got kereta?
No ah... jalan lah
HERE WE GO!
JJ, where'd you get your canai from?
Rudy, where'd you get your maggi from?
JJ, where'd you get your tosai from?
Rudy, where'd you get your curry from?
I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it got it got it...
JJ, where'd you get your kopi from?
Rudy, where'd you get your nasi from?
JJ, where'd you get your sambal from?
Eh, Rudy, where'd you get your tapau from?
I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it got it got it...
Mamak, looking good from his head to his toe,
Curry overload, body out of control,
Open 24, you can always go,
So happening, also got cendol,
Roti smelling good, they don't use ghee,
It's almost small, it's the place to eat, (apa khabar?)
You can tell curry's been there for a week, (wah sedap!)
Mamak made it hot, I can feel the heat!
So be veli good and thank your mamak,
He makes food just like a sauna,
Panas, panas, here it comes now, panas, panas, here it comes now,
Oooo
I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it got it got it...
Aney, Aney, Tolong kira please boss!
(Some tamil convo here lolz)
- What?
- Ten ringgit forty cent, buuuttt for you guys - Ten ringgit.
- THANK YOU MACHA!
Eh Rudy..
Ah..
Mmm, tak rasa la. Not enough spice la...
Don't worry, I know what to do man.
Really?
(Telephone dialling)
HEY JIN!
Ow Sh*t, it's the morning crew!
HAhahahahahaha
Ho, you ain't hungry?
Well - I - am,
Take you to a place where they don't eat ham,
Speak malay or speak chinese,
A little bit of rice and some black eyed peas,
Where else can you go and eat real late?
Straight from the club and it's food on your plate,
Love Mackie Diz, but not today,
Think I'm in the mood for some cool teh,
Tell JJ, I think I found a winner,
Me and Rudy, we both missed dinner,
So you know that we're ready to eat,
No durians, now please have a seat!
Come on...
I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it got it got it...
All these food right here, I got all these from my MAMAK.
All these food right here, I got all these from my MAMAK.
Ifa roti real fine, 9 times outta 10, its coming from my mamak,
If the kopi real sweet, 9 times outta 10, its sweeter at my mamak,
If the cat's really ugly, I bet you, it is not at my mamak,
If the girl's real fine, 9 times outta 10, she's hanging at my mamak,
If you're chilling in subang, 9 times outta 10, you're chilling at my mamak,
If you're hanging in ampang, 9 times outta 10, you're hanging at my mamak,
At my mamak!
JJ, where'd you get your canai from?
Rudy, where'd you get your maggi from?
JJ, where'd you get your tosai from?
Rudy, where'd you get your curry from?
I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it got it got it...
Roti make some noise!
If you like kopi, make some noise!
If you like mamak, make some noise!
Make some noise, Make some noise, noise, noise...
(noi, noi, noi, noi, noi...)
Ok, ok enough of the noise, eh - macha, macha, Rudy - Stop with the tin cans la!
Are you serious?
Yeala please
Alrite
Eh, but how's your roti ah?
Ooo, dashyat man
Eh, eh whatchu got eh watchu wat's that?
Eheh, chicken, lamb, everything inside!
Got telur?
GOOOOOTTTT
hehe. so very malaysian kan. gile cool derang nih. aku nk keje ngn derang leh?
Monday, January 14, 2008
the advice
life is a very funny thing. it can play u, twist u in a way u cud nvr imaginded. kdg2 ko suka, riang, bahagia sgt, the next second semua tu seolah2 direntap dr ko sekelip mata. and u hv no choice to still survive each day, embracing anything yg dtg pd ko hari tu and hope for the best
aku sndiri xtau nk dscribe apa yg aku rasa saat ni. semua benda berkecamuk, dgn masalah2 yg dtg bertimpa. tp bila pk2 blk, kdg2 masalah tu aku yg cr sndiri. so i've no one to blame except for myself. maka terimalah hukumannye skang payid
aku pon xtau ke mana arah post yg poyo ini. sbb aku sndiri xtau apa yg aku nk tulis. mana arah aku nk tuju. everything in such a mess rite now. btul la kata seseorg tuh, aku xtau apa yg aku nk dlm hidup ni sbnanye. i failed to put my priority kpd benda2 yg sepatutnye. aku lebih fokus pd benda2 yg aku sndiri pon xtau ape benda nye. ok, aku dah start bunyi mcm keling mabuk dah, ckp belit2
i thought i had my life planned out before this. mmg btul pon. untill i reach the turning point where i lost my job n my love. hidup aku mula terumbang ambing. aku dah jatuh terlalu lama. aku dah berada dlm situasi ni terlalu lama. 7 bulan. xcukup lg ke payid? bila pk2 balik, smp bila aku nk jadi camni. semua org dah terlalu jauh meninggalkan aku. aku masih kat sini, menuggu hape benda tah. aku sndiri pon tau i wont get back wutever i lost selama ni. cuma lebih bodoh lg i let the chances and opportunity pass me by juz because i refuse to open my heart, kononnye masihla berkabung lg. bongok btul
mungkin aku terlalu berpegang pd kata2 nasihat seseorg yg aku anggap mcm kakak selama ni. dia penah pesan kat aku "payid. klu betul payid masih sygkan dia, simpan rasa sayang tu. jgn penah buang," well, aku xsalahkan org yg bagi nasihat tu. mmg betul apa yg dia ckp, cuma aku pegang sebahagiannye sahaja. the other part of the advice yg berbunyi "tapi payid xleh trus camni. payid kena buktikan yg tanpa dia, payid masih boleh berjaya dlm idup payid. make urself a better person. try to get a better job, live a better life. then only, dia akan hormatkan awak. masa tu, jgnkan dia, org lain pon akn pandang payid."
so, the first part of the advice aku aku dh laksanakan. now tggl nk laksanakan the second part pulakla kan. hehe. sudahla tu payid. ko dah terlalu byk bermimpi. wake up to the cruel reality n start to live again. smp bila nk jd low life scumbag yg org pandang sebelah mata pon xnk
which actually lead us to the next question "jadi betulla payid masih harapkan dia?" sheehhsss.. seriously, aku xpenah tau cmne nk jwb soalan ni. sbb aku pon xpasti. bt apa yg aku nk buat skang, aku cuma nk laksanakan the second part of the advice, and grab any chances before it passes me by again.
so wish me luck guys...
aku sndiri xtau nk dscribe apa yg aku rasa saat ni. semua benda berkecamuk, dgn masalah2 yg dtg bertimpa. tp bila pk2 blk, kdg2 masalah tu aku yg cr sndiri. so i've no one to blame except for myself. maka terimalah hukumannye skang payid
aku pon xtau ke mana arah post yg poyo ini. sbb aku sndiri xtau apa yg aku nk tulis. mana arah aku nk tuju. everything in such a mess rite now. btul la kata seseorg tuh, aku xtau apa yg aku nk dlm hidup ni sbnanye. i failed to put my priority kpd benda2 yg sepatutnye. aku lebih fokus pd benda2 yg aku sndiri pon xtau ape benda nye. ok, aku dah start bunyi mcm keling mabuk dah, ckp belit2
i thought i had my life planned out before this. mmg btul pon. untill i reach the turning point where i lost my job n my love. hidup aku mula terumbang ambing. aku dah jatuh terlalu lama. aku dah berada dlm situasi ni terlalu lama. 7 bulan. xcukup lg ke payid? bila pk2 balik, smp bila aku nk jadi camni. semua org dah terlalu jauh meninggalkan aku. aku masih kat sini, menuggu hape benda tah. aku sndiri pon tau i wont get back wutever i lost selama ni. cuma lebih bodoh lg i let the chances and opportunity pass me by juz because i refuse to open my heart, kononnye masihla berkabung lg. bongok btul
mungkin aku terlalu berpegang pd kata2 nasihat seseorg yg aku anggap mcm kakak selama ni. dia penah pesan kat aku "payid. klu betul payid masih sygkan dia, simpan rasa sayang tu. jgn penah buang," well, aku xsalahkan org yg bagi nasihat tu. mmg betul apa yg dia ckp, cuma aku pegang sebahagiannye sahaja. the other part of the advice yg berbunyi "tapi payid xleh trus camni. payid kena buktikan yg tanpa dia, payid masih boleh berjaya dlm idup payid. make urself a better person. try to get a better job, live a better life. then only, dia akan hormatkan awak. masa tu, jgnkan dia, org lain pon akn pandang payid."
so, the first part of the advice aku aku dh laksanakan. now tggl nk laksanakan the second part pulakla kan. hehe. sudahla tu payid. ko dah terlalu byk bermimpi. wake up to the cruel reality n start to live again. smp bila nk jd low life scumbag yg org pandang sebelah mata pon xnk
which actually lead us to the next question "jadi betulla payid masih harapkan dia?" sheehhsss.. seriously, aku xpenah tau cmne nk jwb soalan ni. sbb aku pon xpasti. bt apa yg aku nk buat skang, aku cuma nk laksanakan the second part of the advice, and grab any chances before it passes me by again.
so wish me luck guys...
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
a belated new year post
dah seminggu 2008 menjeguk muka. br skang aku sibuk2 nk buat new year post. camnila sikap payid yg slow. haha. well readers, i hope it's not too late for me to wish u a happy new year. may this 2008 brings more prosperity and happiness to u guys
i started my new year in a not so fancy way. i quit my job (again!) and i had an argument with my ex (again!). so much for kononnye mengharapkan perubahan di tahun baru kan. hehe. xpela. brg yg lepas, jgn dikenang
speaking of "barang yang lepas", 2007 sememangnye thn yg xbape baik utk aku la. i quit my jobs 4 times and i was out of cash for about 4 months already. aku terpaksa ikat perut, berjalan kaki ke ofis, being cheated n mcm2 lg. pergh, hebat sgguh perjalanan karier aku kan. haha. gile ah. aku sndiri pon xtau camne aku survive. bila org tanya, aku pon xtau nk jwb camne. it's seems like i've no choice actually rather than move forward, no matter how hard it is. aku terpaksa harung jugak. it's a sink or swim situation. either ko mati lemas, atau ko berenang gak ngn susah payah walaupon org lain ada yg naik 7,8 million punye yacht. so itu la yg aku buat skang ni. redah je and hope for the best
as for my personal life pon was not so gd gak. i had issues with my family, esp my dad, which i prefer not to discuss actually. bt things are getting better btween us. lgpon, jauh mana sgt dia nk buang aku kan. family ties tu adalah sesuatu yg bukan senang nk diputuskan. lgpon, in the worst situation, percayalah yg family gak will b the person we turn on to. family will nvr turn their back on us. they will alwiz b there for u even if u r in d deepest shit. they alwiz care. cuma kdg2 kita yg tend to take things for granted sbb dh selalu dpt kut. sesekali bila kehilangn, baru la rasa menyesal. u dun miss the water till the well runs dry.
and yes. semua org sedia maklum my love life also was like hell. i ws dumped and i could even barely move lepas tu. bt im slowly recovering and still in progress. tks a lot to my frens yg xputus2 dan xjemu2 bg smgt xkira bape kali aku jatuh pon. seriously, i owe them a lot. and as for my ex, i juz hope dat dia gembira. i hope dia jumpa apa yg dia cari dlm hidup dia, and hopefully dia jumpa org yg betul2 layak utk dia
so, at present, i am officially unemployed again. dan sekarang sedang sibuk mencari kerja lagi. insyaAllah, aku mengharap thn ni aku bernasib baik. moga aku cepat dpt kerja dan sempat byr hutang piutang kat kwn2 aku yg byk tlg aku financially selama ni. seriously, aku xpenah lupa jasa derang. bila pk2 blk, it's seriously scary. masa study dlu, aku xpenah terbayang yg aku akn menganggur. aku xpenah sangka yg the real world would b so scary, so mean and so merciless. well payid, welcome to the real world!
well, since kita masih di topik thn baru (dan aku pon mls nk buat post lain) apa kata aku buat wish list aku utk thn ni kan
1. aku nk ada kerja yg best. best bukanla dlm erti kata kerja yg sgt hebat dan bergaya (tp klu dpt pon ok la gak kan). juz a decent job where i can earn an honest living. cukupla utk aku rancang semula future plan aku yg dah rabak
2. aku harap aku mampu beli kereta. xpyh kete mewah2. dulu2 berangan nk beli kelisa putih kan. since kelisa pon dh xde dlm production kena la aku pk kete idaman lain lak. proton pon dh nk keluarkan model baru kan. so tggu dan lihat saja. for the time being, naik bas pon ok hape kan?
3. aku nk handphone baru. bkn la henpon lama ni rosak (syy...ckp pelan2. kecik ati dia nnt klu dgr). cuma dah zaman sains dan teknologi ni, aku teruja gak la nk berhandphone 3G kan. bolehla melayari donia npa sempadan di mana sahaja anda berada. hehe
4. i want to take cheryl samad out for a date. or at least try to seduce her. if she falls for me, that's even better. haha. DREAM ON PAYID! eh, tapi xsalahkan. dia pon ada gosip2 liar tentang kesengetan and furthermore, according to URTV keluaran terbaru, dia masih single kan. dan xkisah pon xde bf. adakah dia xkisah nk ada gf? haha. dan adakah dia xkisah berpartner ngn payid? haha...
5. i need a new partner. perkara ini hanya boleh dicapai setelah perkara 4 tercapai. sekiranya perkara 5 tercapai terlebih dahulu maka payid harusla melupakan niat langsung untuk melaksanakan perkara 4. unless gf baru payid sgt understanding dan xkisah dimadukan oleh cheryl samad. atau xkisah diceraikan sekiranya cheryl samad xmahu bermadu. haha
ok2. wish list aku dah makin melalut plak. xpela. aku rasa better stop sini dlu sb nk g anta resume. wish me luck guys.
i started my new year in a not so fancy way. i quit my job (again!) and i had an argument with my ex (again!). so much for kononnye mengharapkan perubahan di tahun baru kan. hehe. xpela. brg yg lepas, jgn dikenang
speaking of "barang yang lepas", 2007 sememangnye thn yg xbape baik utk aku la. i quit my jobs 4 times and i was out of cash for about 4 months already. aku terpaksa ikat perut, berjalan kaki ke ofis, being cheated n mcm2 lg. pergh, hebat sgguh perjalanan karier aku kan. haha. gile ah. aku sndiri pon xtau camne aku survive. bila org tanya, aku pon xtau nk jwb camne. it's seems like i've no choice actually rather than move forward, no matter how hard it is. aku terpaksa harung jugak. it's a sink or swim situation. either ko mati lemas, atau ko berenang gak ngn susah payah walaupon org lain ada yg naik 7,8 million punye yacht. so itu la yg aku buat skang ni. redah je and hope for the best
as for my personal life pon was not so gd gak. i had issues with my family, esp my dad, which i prefer not to discuss actually. bt things are getting better btween us. lgpon, jauh mana sgt dia nk buang aku kan. family ties tu adalah sesuatu yg bukan senang nk diputuskan. lgpon, in the worst situation, percayalah yg family gak will b the person we turn on to. family will nvr turn their back on us. they will alwiz b there for u even if u r in d deepest shit. they alwiz care. cuma kdg2 kita yg tend to take things for granted sbb dh selalu dpt kut. sesekali bila kehilangn, baru la rasa menyesal. u dun miss the water till the well runs dry.
and yes. semua org sedia maklum my love life also was like hell. i ws dumped and i could even barely move lepas tu. bt im slowly recovering and still in progress. tks a lot to my frens yg xputus2 dan xjemu2 bg smgt xkira bape kali aku jatuh pon. seriously, i owe them a lot. and as for my ex, i juz hope dat dia gembira. i hope dia jumpa apa yg dia cari dlm hidup dia, and hopefully dia jumpa org yg betul2 layak utk dia
so, at present, i am officially unemployed again. dan sekarang sedang sibuk mencari kerja lagi. insyaAllah, aku mengharap thn ni aku bernasib baik. moga aku cepat dpt kerja dan sempat byr hutang piutang kat kwn2 aku yg byk tlg aku financially selama ni. seriously, aku xpenah lupa jasa derang. bila pk2 blk, it's seriously scary. masa study dlu, aku xpenah terbayang yg aku akn menganggur. aku xpenah sangka yg the real world would b so scary, so mean and so merciless. well payid, welcome to the real world!
well, since kita masih di topik thn baru (dan aku pon mls nk buat post lain) apa kata aku buat wish list aku utk thn ni kan
1. aku nk ada kerja yg best. best bukanla dlm erti kata kerja yg sgt hebat dan bergaya (tp klu dpt pon ok la gak kan). juz a decent job where i can earn an honest living. cukupla utk aku rancang semula future plan aku yg dah rabak
2. aku harap aku mampu beli kereta. xpyh kete mewah2. dulu2 berangan nk beli kelisa putih kan. since kelisa pon dh xde dlm production kena la aku pk kete idaman lain lak. proton pon dh nk keluarkan model baru kan. so tggu dan lihat saja. for the time being, naik bas pon ok hape kan?
3. aku nk handphone baru. bkn la henpon lama ni rosak (syy...ckp pelan2. kecik ati dia nnt klu dgr). cuma dah zaman sains dan teknologi ni, aku teruja gak la nk berhandphone 3G kan. bolehla melayari donia npa sempadan di mana sahaja anda berada. hehe
4. i want to take cheryl samad out for a date. or at least try to seduce her. if she falls for me, that's even better. haha. DREAM ON PAYID! eh, tapi xsalahkan. dia pon ada gosip2 liar tentang kesengetan and furthermore, according to URTV keluaran terbaru, dia masih single kan. dan xkisah pon xde bf. adakah dia xkisah nk ada gf? haha. dan adakah dia xkisah berpartner ngn payid? haha...
5. i need a new partner. perkara ini hanya boleh dicapai setelah perkara 4 tercapai. sekiranya perkara 5 tercapai terlebih dahulu maka payid harusla melupakan niat langsung untuk melaksanakan perkara 4. unless gf baru payid sgt understanding dan xkisah dimadukan oleh cheryl samad. atau xkisah diceraikan sekiranya cheryl samad xmahu bermadu. haha
ok2. wish list aku dah makin melalut plak. xpela. aku rasa better stop sini dlu sb nk g anta resume. wish me luck guys.
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