just for my friend

demi memenuhi permintaan seorg kwn, maka aku buat post ni khas utk dia dan org2 yg terlibat dlm cerita ni. tp sebelum tu, biar aku buat disclaimer sket. apa yg aku tulis ni bukan nk burukkan sape2 atau nk smash sape2. ini cuma pendapat aku and aku rasa everyone ada hak utk suarakan pendapat sndiri. dan sape2 yg xsetuju ngn pendapat aku pon berhak utk bersuara juge.

some ppl sebelum nk commit in a rship, mmg berjanji manis bagai. semua pon ok, semua pon boleh. xkisah klu partner tu isap rokok ke, xkisah klu dia asik bz ngn keje ke, xkisah mau LDR ke. pendek kata semua pon ok la. so, berpegang kpd janji tu, maka both parties agrees la to commit to the relationship tu.

sebulan, dua bulan, 3 bulan dan seterusnya mmg nmpk indah2 belaka. both parties yg dah commit to the agreement pon berhempas pulas la try to work the relationship out. then setelah beberapa lama, mula la nmpk part2 yg xindah tu. mula la komplen kurang perhatian la, lonely la and all sorts of stuff, padahal awl2 dlu ckp xkisah.

bila dah xtahan, mula la cr pasal. itu xkena, ini xbetul. the next thing u know, tetiba kena dump suda. alasannye, xtahan berjauhan. u xpenah ada masa utk i. i sunyi. and seribu satu macam alasan lagi. bila tanya balik janji2 dlu, "owh. masa tu igt i boleh tahan. rupanya xbley." bley gitu? pastu tinggal la kita dgn kekecewaan ditinggalkan kekasih hati

point aku kat sini, jgnla kita try to commit in a relationship if kita sendiri xpasti ngn komitmen itu. juz because masa tu kita syg gile ngn org tu, kita trus nk commit ngn dia, despite the obstacles yg kita sndiri nmpk will come in future tapi kita cuba buat2 rabun. cinta punya psl kan. last2 dedua org tersiksa. it wont be fair to both of u. kau kena siksa diri dlm relationship tu, and org tu plak xdpt bersama ngn org yg betul2 deserve dia, yg sanggup sebenarnye bersusah pyh ngn dia. to make things worse, dia terpaksa lak put up ngn perangai busuk korg yg mberontak ngn rship tu. dah la dia sndiri ada masalah, terpaksa lak tanggung masalah lain

so the best thing to do, pk la masak2 sebelum mulut manis korg bersetuju nk commit sehidup semati ngn org tu. pk smp hangus rentung pon xpe. commitment is a really big thing. dan kau harus bersedia utk bertanggungjawab terhadap komitmen tu, bukannye melarikan diri meninggalkan the other party terkontang kanting. it hurts like hell okeh. aku penah kena benda ni dlu. sakit ati siot. bila dituntut janji tu, "jgn la tanya lagi. masa tu mmg i rasa camtu. skang dah xrasa nk buat camne?" kau boleh? rasa nk lempang org x?

dan bila mana org tu dah pk masak2, dan dia decide xleh go on ngn rship tu, jgnla pulak kau mrh2 org tu. mcm aku ckp td, juz because kau syg cinta gila nk mati ngn dia, kau marah lak bila dia xrasa benda yg sama. temanya yg paling penting kat sini, kau xleh paksa dia rasa benda yg sama ngn kau hanya sbb kau suka kat dia. dan dia juga xleh paksa kau utk benci dia hanya sbb dia xcinta sama kau. malah, dia sepatutnya hormat perasaan kau itu

jadi jika dia dgn secara hormat dan gentlemannye break the news to u yg dia rasa dia xleh go on with the rship sbb xnmpk future nya atau apa saje la kan alasan yg dia bg, maka lepaskanla dia pegi secara baik. jgnla marah2, mengamuk xtentu psl hanya sbb dikecewakan camtu. cuba bygkan klu si dia terus drag the relationship tanpa perasaan cinta kat korg? apa korg rasa klu ditipu hidup2 begitu? ntahla, bt to me personally, ditipu dan dimainkan hidup2 itu lebih menyakitkan

kalau korg rasa nk memberontak marah2 disebabkan hati yg sakit itu, maka silakanla. tp bukankah itu membuang masa dan tenaga?bukankah lebih baik sekiranya tenaga itu dichannelkan utk mempersiapkan diri utk bersama org baru pula, yg mungkin lebih charming, lebih kendu, lebih macho dan lebih segalanya? klu korg rasa xguna menjadi org matang yg bisa menerima kekecewaan dengan tenang dan korg choose to throw a tantrum to everybody araouond u, then dats ur choice. klu korg marah gile nk mati ngn org tu smp kawan pon tamau dah, then dats ur loss. pada aku, baikla berteman saja (tapi bukan teman tapi mesra...ehehe) daripada kehilangan org tu terus. dah nama pon syg kat org tu kan. klu hilang terus, xke lagi sakit jadinya.klu nk ber TTM pon (Teman Tapi Mesra), byk lagi consequences yg lebih byk buruk dr baiknye hasil berTTM itu. cuba tgh korg berTTM tu, tetiba korg terjumpa ngn a better person and u r so ready to commit to dat person. tapi sbb TTM ni, terasa cam terikat pule, walau xsepenuhnye. xkan dah ada partner mau berTTM lagi kan? dahtu klu masing2 merelakan penukaran status dr TTM kepada teman biasa saje, tidakkah masing2 akn terasa sgt awkward? nk jadi cerita pjg lagi, partner baru korg lak tetiba dpt tau psl hubungn TTM korg dlu. dah ada unsur2 jelesi di situ. langsung dah lepas tu korg di forbid utk mengontek each other, walauppon hanya sbg kawan. xke dah ilang kwn trus namanya tuh?

maka pk la sendiri, apa yg terbaik utk korg. aku cuma meluah kan pendapat kat sini, and u guys are free to gv ur point of views juge. klu korg mau smash aku balik pon, bring it on. ehehe. mak on je

and to my friend, jgn la runsing2 lagi k. do wut u think is the best for u. gd luck dude!

motiff???

cust : cik, klu saya nk mtk borang pengeluaran sebahagian boley x?
payid : boley je. nk saya pos ke?
cust : ye. klu saya nk 3 kping boley ke?
payid : boley je cik. cik nk 30 pon saya leh bg
cust : amboi awk ni.. err... kene bayar apa2 ke?
payid : xde. cik punye pasal saya bagi free je (padahal mmg free pon)
cust : **gelak2... ada2 je awk ni

**motif aku pegi mengorat cust tu? klu call tu kena tap, mateila mak!

ni la dia klu time keje pon mau charming2 juge

friday post

Selamat hari jumaat semua. Dan selamat berpuasa rejab pada sape2 yg berpuasa. Aku mmg xla kan. Eheh. Nk puasa ganti pon liat. Nasib la puasa ramadhan tu aku buat juga. Hiqs!

Well, pagi ni utk pertama kalinye sejak aku keje, aku dtg lambat. Huhu. Bukanla aku nk cite betapa berdedikasinye aku selama ni smp lambat 6 minit log in pon mau jadi hal. Tapi inila bulan yg paling kritikal utk aku sbb bln ni adalah bulan utk aku punye APPRAISAL! Jadi rekod harusla bersih dari segala noda dan dosa kan. Hiqs!

insyaAllah, klu xde aral melintang, next month aku akn menjadi permanent staff kat company ni. Xde contract2 lg. which means im fully entitled to the company’s benefit. And more pay (itu yg penting tuh). So, selamat tinggal Kelly services yg hampeh dan telah memasukkan gajiku lebih lewat dari biasa bulan ni. Hiqs. Dah la xseberapa noq, lambat plak tu. Nasibla ai xmengemis lg. hehe

bt all in all, aku sgt bersyukur ngn rezeki yg melimpah ruah ini. Kesusahan yg aku went through dulu yg keeps my feet on the ground despite kesenangan yg aku ada sekarang. Aku sgt2 bersyukur dengan apa yg aku ada dan dgn pengalaman yg aku penah lalui. Syukur, Alhamdulillah


rasanya patut juge aku puasa rejab ni kan? ehehe

why don't u get a job?

My friend's got a girlfriend
Man he hates that bitch
He tells me every day
He says "man I really gotta lose my chick
In the worst kind of way"

She sits on her ass
He works his hands to the bone
To give her money every payday
But she wants more dinero just to stay at home
Well my friend
You gotta say:

I won't pay, I won't pay ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a job
Say no way, say no way ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a job

I guess all his money, well it isn't enough
To keep her bill collectors at bay
I guess all his money, well it isn't enough
Cause that girl's got expensive taste

I won't pay, I won't pay ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a job
Say no way, say no way ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a job

Well I guess it ain't easy doing nothing at all oh yeah
But hey man free rides just don't come along
every day

(Let me tell you about my other friend now!)

My friend's got a boyfriend man and she hates that dick (and the guy!)
She tells me every day (woo! everyday now)
He wants more dinero just to stay at home (stay at home!)
Well my friend
You gotta say: (gotta say!)

I won't pay, I won't pay ya (woo), no way (no way!)
(now now) Why don't you get a job (woo - get a job!)
Say no way, say no way ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a job
(oh yeah!)
I won't give ya no money
I always pay
(now now) Why don't you get a job (get a job!)
Say no way, say no way ya, no way
(now now) Why don't you get a
job!

Hey that's something everyone can enjoy!

pemuja rahasia

Kuawali hariku dengan mendoakanmu
Agar kau slalu sehat dan bahagia di sana...
Sebelum kau melupakanku lebih jauh,
Sebelum kau meninggalkanku lebih jauh...

Ku tak pernah berharap
Kau kan merindukan keberadaanku yang menyedihkan ini
Ku hanya ingin bila kau melihatku kapanpun
Dimanapun hatimu kan berkata seperti ini...

Pria inilah yang jatuh hati padamu
Pria inilah yang kan s’lalu memujamu...
Aha... yeah... aha... yeah...
Begitu para rapper coba menghiburku

Akulah orang yang selalu menaruh bunga
Dan menuliskan cinta di atas meja kerjamu
Akulah orang yang kan selalu mengawasimu
Menikmati indahmu dari sisi gelapku

Dan biarkan aku jadi pemujamu
Jangan pernah hiraukan perasaan hatiku
Tenanglah tenang pujaan hatiku sayang
Aku takkan sampai hati bila menyentuhmu

Mungkin kau takkan pernah tahu
Betapa mudahnya kau untuk dikagumi
Mungkin kau takkan pernah sadar
Betapa mudahnya kau untuk dicintai

Akulah orang yang akan selalu memujamu
Akulah orang yang akan selalu mengintaimu
Akulah orang yang akan selalu memujamu
Akulah orang yang akan selalu mengintaimu

Karena hanya dengan perasaan rinduku yang dalam padamu
Kupertahankan hidup
Maka hanya dengan jejak-jejak hatimu
Ada arti kutelusuri hidup ini
Selamanya hanya kubisa memujamu
Selamanya hanya kubisa merindukanmu

apekah jawapannye?

yu huu kengkawan. kembali bersua dlm sesi interaktif payid bersama pembacanya. hiks. asik aku je bebel sorg2 selama ni and korg pon baca je la kan. nama nk tinggal komen tu jauh panggang dari ayam pangggang. jadi silent reader saje la kaedahnye

so, utk sesi kali ni, ayuhla mbincangkan ttg konflik diri aku yg menjelang tiba nih. tidak, aku tidak mau bicara soal memilih partner. yg tu aku leh pilih sndiri. hiks. cumanya di hujung minggu yg permai ni, my cousin is going to get married. dah smp jodohnye. so sebagai sedara mara yg baik, harusla aku turut hadir memeriahkan acara di samping menyediakan preparasi yg patut

tapi korg tau je la kan klu time2 kenduri nih. lagi pulak ada makcik2 yg mulutnye satu je tapi serupa ada doblas mulut. lasernye pon boley tahan juge. dahla klu diikutkan, im supposed to be next in the line lah selepas cousin aku ini. so harusla aku menahan telinga menerima komen2 pedas dgn muka yg dibuat2 manis

tapi korg rasa kan, apakah pilihan jawapan yg sesuai utk pertanyaan makcik2 sibuk yg kecoh mau tau bile kita nk kawin atau yg lebih kecoh lg sibuk pasangkan kita ngn ank tah sape2 tah (horror sial).adakah

A) bukan saye xnk kawin makcik. nk buat camne, calonnye xde lagi (which is true okeh. ai single lagi tau)

B) ala makcik. kecoh2 nk kawin, pastu xbape tahun sibuk bercerai berai plak. baikla saya sorg2 camni. xde sibuk naik turun mahkamah syariah nnt

C) nanti la dulu makcik. bg saye kumpul duit byk2 nk pinang anak dare makcik. mcm saye xtau perangai makcik letak harga tinggi2 klu org nk masuk meminang kan. erra fazira nk kawin pon mintak senaskah al quran je. ank makcik tu cantik mcm erra fazira ke?

D) makcik jgn kecohla. saye kawin ngn laki makcik kang baru makcik tau!

jadi kwn2. sila buat pilihan anda. atau korg rasa ada jawapan yg lebih seswai? sila la berikan pendapat bernas anda itu. ayuhlah...

one year

selamat pagi anda semua. salam siaran kita kembali. mau cerita apa ye pagi2 ni?...sambil menghirup neslo panas buatan sendiri dan memikir apa mau bfast pagi ni, otakku yg keras berfikir ni tetiba teringt pula satu perkara

exactly one year ago,(adegan flashback sket..)

i ws dumped! yup. today's the day exactly when i ws dumped by my ex. sheesh..even thinking abt it cause me so much pain right now. hehe. tapi aku bukanla teringin nk merayakan detik itu. ada ke org yg merayakan detik kesedihan? hehe. bt i wud like to take sum time to look back wut i've gone through all these while. perjalanan aku selama aku mengharung setahun ini. where i used to be and where i am right now.

bila dikenang2 balik, mmg sakit ati. esp cara aku ditingggalkan dan alasan yg diberi. sg2 menyakitkan bila difikir i dun even deserve to be treated like dat. tapi even dah tahu i ws deceived and betrayed dgn cara yg sgguh menyakitkan ati, aku terus2 mbiarkan saje, malah terus saje mperbodohkan diri dan mengizinkan dia mggunakan aku lagi. dat ws my biggest mistake dat i regret my whole entire life. seriously..

mungkin kerana cinta yg terus mbara, maybe juga becoz mak sgguh konfidensi nih yg satu ari nnt rship mereka akn berakhir and sumhow dia akan balik juge kepada aku. true enuff..xlama lepas tu, it ended. and ironically, sehebat mana mereka claim cinta mereka itu, it lasted not more than usia percintaan aku sebelum ni. tu diah stetmen. usia percintaan katanya. ehehehe

bt come to think abt it, aku dah xde dendam lg ngn sape2. dulu mungkin ye. aku ada terlalu byk agenda di dalam kepala ini. mbayangkan revenge di dalam kepala aku je dah cukup seronok, so i pilih utk tak execute the plan. bley i bg stetmen camtuh? hehe. tahla, sumhow aku rasa biarla mereka dpt pbalasan mereka dr tuhan sndiri. dat's even sweeter to watch. wahaha. which is true ok.

apa2 pun, semua tu cerita lama. dan aku pun xmau ada kena mengena ngn dia lagi. so whoever think yg aku masih gilakan dia smp ke hari ni, sila betulkan thoughts itu okeh. bt all in all, i'm grateful for this whole journey. so much lesson i've learnt, and so many great ppl i met along the way

i hv to admit, it was not an easy journey. tp aku terus harung juga coz i'm left with no choice. jadi dari jatuh tersungkur, aku bangkit perlahan2. merangkak, berjalan semula dan i'm proud to say yg aku dah mampu bangkit semula (sampai hatimu memandangmu...terujaaaaa....... bley. fefeeling ella gituh!). terima kasih to the wonderful ppl around me yg terus menyokong ai selama ari ni (sambil pose2 pelakon wanita fofuler memegang award dan menitiskan air mata palsu. eerrrkk.. wanitakah? ahahaha)

and yes. i'm still single, smp saat ni la kan. esok lusa belum tahu. ehehe. tapi aku bukanla jenis org yg senang bertukar cinta, dspite being such a big filrt nowadays. eheh. mayb aku terlalu memilih, mayb juga i havn't found the right person yet, which reminds me of a saying finding a partner is like finding a public toilet. the gd ones are taken, and the rest are just full of shit. ehehe. well, bukanla mereka yg single aku jmpa itu semuanya jenis haprak belaka. lets juz say dat samada mereka itu tidak menepati citarasa atau cuma kimia a.k,a chemistry itu xde. maka aku terus la mencari lg

for the time being, i'm juz happy with who i am and where i am right now. i juz cross my fingers and hope for the best dan harung je hari2 yg mendatang dgn tabah ati.

the weekend updates

hey there. it's been a while since my last post yg aku actually bercerita rather than menampal lagu2 je kan. hiks. punye la malas nk update blog sndiri smp ada yg tegur. eceh. nk kata blog aku ada pengikut la tu kan. ehehe. ala, yg baca pon kita2 je. kan..kan.. kan..? aku belumla smp tahap penulis yg haibat smp ada yg jatuh chenta ngn tulisan aku saje nih. ehehe

bt whutever it is, the last weekend spent ws a major blast. serious shit. i nvr had dat much fun sepanjang hayat aku hanya dalam satu weekend. eheh. cukupla utk buat kepala aku weng agk2 seminggu kan

i went to genting last weekend for my course. so more like keje punye hal la kan. bukanla pegi bersuka2. tapi sape kata time keje xleh bersuka2? i did had fun (ahem) bt i rather keep the details to myself. wakakaka....sure berbulu je kan korg dgr. nk cite ke xnk payid nih? well, lets juz say i did had fun with all the activities and mmg genting menyimpan memori yg manis (ecewah). bt wut happens in genting, stays in genting. nuff said. mau tau juga, tanya aku sndiri. hehe

balik je dr genting, smp umah, letak beg trus call konco2 utk bertanya their whereabouts. gigih ni balik penat2 mau melepak bersama konco2 nih. since mereka still di s.alam, i took a rest for a while kat umah, mandi manda and unpack all my stuff and toss it into my laundry bag. fuuhh...ngeri lak tgk baju yg bertimbun. ye la, org baru balik beraktiviti lasak la katakan. ehehe

that nite, met up with my konco2 at wangsa maju and thats when the party started. dude nites out lebih meriah lg diserikan dgn kehadiran seorg awek misteri yg cun boleh thn la kan. ehehe. tapi body...halamak....bisa bikin iman aku goyah nih. so after a few stops, mandi manda bagai, we went out again at abt 2am for a late nite supper. aku yg dah terbongkang awlnye (sbb penat sgt. aku xrest lg sejak blk genting tuh) gigih gak la bgn sbb xnk ketinggalan walaupun mata aku separuh terbuka

after supper at NZ sambil bergelak ketawa dgn lawak bangang si Un, kitorg gerak ke stevens for a few rounds of pool. merasa la kami bermain betukar2 pasangan. ehehe. dan sempat juga menjual muka sambil mengayat awek barang seorg dua (er..aku yg sebenarnye diayat oleh awek seluar merah tu. ehehe)

org dah azan subuh, baru la kitorg reti nk balik umah. after si Un mandi utk bersiap ke tempat kerja (which is in kuching!) me and sorg lg konco bersama awek sexy itu bergerak ke kl sentral utk anta Un. fanta telah tertewas dgn keadaan jadi dia xfollow. eheh. after saying our gdbyes, maka i took over the wheels utk hantar awek sexy itu pulang pula. lepas guna harus la anta balik kan. ehehe. then i hv to drive to pandan indah lak nk parking kete coz fanta yg akn anta ke kl sentral petang tu. dr wangsa maju, ke pandan indah, then i took the lrt and a bus ride back home and smp around pukul 9. dasat x? xtido all nite long nih

selepas mandi manda and bfast, i called my coallegue yg tggl di seberang jalan itu sbb i ws suppose to teman her mbeli almari di ikea. nasibla xjadi kan so dpt la aku tido barang sejam dua. tp pukul 2 tuh, aku dah xreti duduk umah pulak dah. so i called up my childhood friend masa skolah rendah dlu and kitorg janji nk jmpa kat ikano kul 6.45 for steamboat session. ehehe. derang ni sbnanye partner, which aku sgt terkejut bila dpt tau awl2 tu sbb time skolah dlu, masing2 mmg xleh blah ngn each other. kira mmg xngam la. so aku mcm sedikit geli lak tgk derang bersayang2 tuh sbb bila kenangkan 13 thn dlu, i wud nvr imagined it. ehehe. btw dat ws the first time kitorg jumpa after 13 thn terpisah. jejak kasih abis la kan. so little time, tapi ada byk sgt nk cite. harus 7 ari 7 mlm pon xabis. eheh

after steamboat, kitorg berkarok di cineleasure. aku mmg menyampah la karok ngn si zai tu coz suara dia sedap dan mbuatkan kitorg ni kedengaran sgguh sumbang. ehehe. nama pon aspiring singer kan. klu nk banding ngn kitorg nih, harusla suara dia sedap gile. after berkarok abt 10 lagu dan suara aku pon hampir xde, kitorg gerak ke pandan indah lak sbb derang nak main pool kat stevens. tapi aku yg dah xlarat ni (esoknye keje beb, and i havnt got my proper rest yet) have to balik umah dan terpaksa melepaskan peluang keemasan itu. lagipon aku takut awek seluar merah tu tuntut janji dia sbb aku jani nk blanje dia klu dia menang main pool. ahaha. mulut mau manis kan. dah pancing ikan tu, xsemestinye kita mkn. apa salahnye ikan tu dilepaskan semula utk bg peluang org lain pancing lak. sharing is caring kaedahnye. rezeki yg ada dikongsi bersama kan

maka esok harinye, aku pegi keje ngn muka blur dan kepala yg weng smp seminggu. sbb tu la aku br update arini. bley? ehehe

cinta dalam hati

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa di cintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu

Telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

Reff:
Ku ingin kau tahu
Diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu
Hingga ujung waktuku

Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

bukan orang suci

Mestinya kau mengerti
Saat pertama kali
Kala kau peluk diriku

Jangan pernah biarkan
Diri terhanyut nafsu
Aku bukan orang suci

* Bukalah matamu berpaling dari diriku
Benam(kan) semua mimpi-mimpimu
Jujur pada hati masih banyak cinta menanti
jangan kau harapkan aku

reff: lupakan semua rayu
Jangan kagumi aku
Karna ku tak cinta kamu

Mohon kau tinggalkan aku
Tak usah kau harap lagi
Karna cinta untukmu palsu

tak perlu lagi sesali
Anggap tak pernah terjadi
Saat ku lepas dirimu

Pernahkah kau sadari
aku tak pernah berjanji
Untuk setia padamu

**motif lagu tema aku utk ptg ni? eheh

iklan jawatan kosong

aku penah la terpikir, camne agknye klu aku iklankan aja pencarian partner aku. hehe. adakah aku terlalu desperate smp mau iklan bagai kan? belumla lagi. tp agk2 nye ada x rupa iklan tu camni ye?

DIKEHENDAKI

PARTNER

Kelayakan

1. mempunyai sekurang2nya diploma daripada IPTA atau ITPS yang diiktiraf oleh Lembaga Akreditasi Negara
2. pengalaman tidak diperlukan tetapi merupakan satu kelebihan
3. mempunyai kenderaan sendiri adalah digalakkan (sbb aku xde kete. bley?)
4. berperwatakan menarik (atau dlm istilah lain : kendu!)
5. berkebolehan berbahasa melayu dan inggeris dgn baik (perlu ke kriteria ni? ahah. harusla. klu dia cakap tamil camne nk berkomunikasi nih?)
6. sanggup bekerja lebih masa (apakah yg dimaksudkan ngn BEKERJA itu? ahaha. aku gelak guling2 nih. LEBIH MASA lak tuh. ahaha)
7. boleh berkerja shift (ini adalah kriteria yg sgt xperlu, unless korg ada lebih dr sorg partner. tp nmpk2 sgt la awl2 dah kantoi kan. ehehe)

Faedah

1. peluang kenaikan pangkat (motif? naik pangkat jd apekah?)
2. tempat tinggal disediakan (jd partner i, leh dpt umah. bley?
3. uniform disediakan (ini la kriteria yg sgt xperlu. motif kau mau partner kau pki uniform? ahaha. lawak sial)
4. gaji yg lumayan (aku byr ngn kasih syg yg xberbelah bahagi. lumayan la tu kan?)


sila hubungi payid di 019-******* untuk temuduga. bawa bersama resume anda. sebarang surat mmengorat tidak akn dilayan

so. ada sape? berminat? ahaha

what hurts the most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

ruang rindu

Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut
Terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
Menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada
Jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
Terasa hangat oh didalam hati
Kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
Tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi
Tak pernah kuragu dan slalu kuingat
Kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu takut mencari makna
Tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada


Kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
Semua kutrima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu kita bertemu

let me love u

Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you


Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)


You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....


You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?


You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you


Let me love you that's all you need baby

bila nak saksi

Wajahmu kerap kumimpi
Wajahmu sering kupuja
Buatku terasa sepi

Kala ku bukakan mata
Kau masih belumpun kupunya
Rinduku masih kau tak peka

Cintamu kerap kumimpi
Cintamu sering kudamba
Buatku terasa sedih

Kala ku bukakan mata
Kau masih belumpun kudakap
Rinduku masih kau tak singkap

Bila nak saksi kau datang terkulai?
Bila nak saksi kau datang membelai?
Bila nak saksi cintaku sampai?

Dirimu kerap ku mimpi
Dirimu sering ku khayal
Aku angan-angankan kau dapat bersama
Nyatakan cinta yang terpendam
Membina istana tersergam

Bila nak saksi kau datang terkulai?
Bila nak saksi kau datang membelai?
Bila nak saksi cintaku sampai?

Kau masih belumpun kupunya
Rinduku masih kau tak peka

Bila nak saksi kau datang terkulai?
Bila nak saksi kau datang membelai?
Bila nak saksi cintaku sampai?
Bila nak saksi cintamu kugapai?

Dirimu kerap ku mimpi
Dirimu sering ku khayal
Aku angan-angankan

if only

Well every single time I see you I start to feel this way
It makes me wonder if I am ever gonna feel this way again.
There's a picture
tearin
in the back of my head
I see it over and over
I wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end
Then I hear myself reply "You've got to
hold it in" this time tonight

If only I had the guts to feel this way,
if only you'd look at me and
want to stay, if only I could take you in my
arms and say, I won't go cuz I
need you

Sit here waiting, wondering, hoping that I'll make this right
Cuz all I think about is your hands, your
face and all these lonely nights
There's a feeling screaming in the back of my head
Saying it over and over
I wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end
Then I hear myself reply "She'll never
let you in" this time tonight

If only I had the guts to feel this way, if
only you'd look at me and wanna
stay, if only I could take you in my arms and
say, I won't go cuz I need you
I wanna hear you say it'll always be this way

And we'll be hand in hand for everynight and everyday
I wanna scream and shout cuz rules are never doubt
And all I care about is you and me and us and now
If only I had the guts to feel this way, if
only you'd look at me and wanna
stay, if only I could take you in my arms and
say, I won't go cuz I need you

Please don't go cause I need you now
Yeah. Cuz I need you
If only, yeah cuz I need you now
If only cuz I need you, I need you
If only , cuz I need you
If only cuz I need you
If only, yeah, if only...I need you now....yeah

arjuna

Sudah kudaki gunung tertinggi
Hanya untuk mencari dimana dirimu
Sudah kujelajahi isi bumi
Hanya untuk dapat hidup bersamamu

Sudah kuarungi laut samudera
Hanya untuk mencari tempat berlabuhmu
Tapi semakin jauh ku mencari
Cinta semakin aku tak mengerti

Akulah Arjuna
Yang mencari cinta
Wahai wanita
Cintailah aku

Mungkin kutemui cinta sejati
Saat aku hembuskan nafas terakhirku
Mungkin cinta sejati memang tak ada
Dalam cerita kehidupan ini

my pursuit of happiness

dah lama sbnanye aku nk buat posting ni. cuma masa je yg xbape sesuai (dan xmengizinkan pon sbnanye). i'm so greatful for what i am right now, where i stand, and what i do now. aku terlalu amat bersyukur. n i know, this is juz a beginning of a wonderful journey

i went thru a lot sebelum aku berada di sini. not dat kejayaan aku sgt besar pon skrg. i know carrerwise, aku xdela sehebat mana.tp bl tgk apa yg aku accomplish skang, n looking back to where n who i use to be a few months ago, i know i am allowed to be a little bit proud of myself

akula penganggur terhormat dulu. ada degree setinggi gunung pon, tapi merempat di jalanan. aku keje, tapi kuli batak pon org byr gaji. aku penah pegi ofis xmakan, xminum apa pon sbb xde duit. aku penah jln kaki dr pasar seni ke chow kit setiap hari untuk berbulan2 sbb aku xcukup duit nk byr tambang bas. aku penah mengemis duit org nk buat blanja tambang bus dgn alasan wallet lupa la, wallet kene kebas la. dan bila lapar sgt, kdg2 aku g kat supermarket dgn harapan ada la org yg bg sample makanan or minuman percuma tu. makanan tu la yg sambung nyawa aku

sungguh, masa aku study dlu, aku xpenah terbayang hidup aku akan end up smp camtu skali. dan bila dikenangkan duit yg aku bazirkan dulu, sakit ati lak rasa. dlu aku xde hal takat nk blanja mkn rm 20 lebih for 1 stupid meal. sedangkan rm20 tu boleh buat smp 6 meal kdg2 utk aku. tu xmasuk lg ngn duit2 lain. bila kenang2 balik, hadui. menyesal gile. terasa gak kalau la leh kutip balik duit yg ditabur2 dlu. hehe.

bt im so greatful, coz along the way, aku jmpa dan kenal org2 yg betul2 digelar kawan. org2 yg terima aku seadanya aku, tanpa syarat. org2 yg xpenah jemu tlg aku, be it financially ke, morally ke. sungguh, smp mati aku kenang budi derang ni. org2 yg terus sambung nyawa dan semangat aku untuk terus hidup

and i know. my humble beginning is what gonna keep my feet grounded when i reach the sky 1 day. i know i can be successful 1 day. and apa yg aku ada skang is juz a beginning. sungguh aku ckp, the moment aku draw may first salary for the first time in 7 months, aku terasa mcm gigil sket. xterucap syukur aku bila nmpk duit dlm akaun ada la 4 angka instead of singgit tiga ploh nam sen je mcm selalu. aku tau ketika itu, this is my turning point. syukur, Alhamdulillah

haluuu.... salam siaran semua. lama suda aku menghilang kan. hehe. ada yg merindu kah? marilah aku ubati kerinduan korg itew ye.

i'll juz make this short n sweet as my coallegue kejap lg mau masuk keje. aku mls sket kang derang bibodi lak nk tau apa aku tulis kan.

im ok rite now. keje ok. nnt la aku cite psl keje k. cuma yg aku bengang tu boleh blog aku ni di block access nye oleh server kat sini. yg peliknye blogger xblock lak. so kaedah nye aku hanya boleh tulis tapi xleh baca blog sndiri. boley gitu? so much of writing for my own pleasure kan? haha. skang terpaksa la aku write for korg nye pleasure lak. hehe

bt anyways, everything is running smoothly now. alhamdulillah. nntla kite cite pjg k

ok. gtg. makcik2 ni dah masuk dah. nantikan comeback ai ke persada pemblogan. hahaha


***oh yeah. sape2 yg tggl msg kat cbox tu, sori la ye. ai xleh nk baca pon. klu korg nk chat sesama sndiri tu boleh la. hehe

i got it from my mamak

i heard jj and rudy's version of "i got it from my mama" which i found insanely hilarious. bygkan aku leh gelak sorg2 kat umah. harus jiran2 aku igt aku sewel.heh


i tried to google the full version of the lyrics (kau boleh x gegeh?) so here's for u guys to have ur share of laughter


Hey JJ...

Laparla...

Yeala, where you wanna go ah?

Dunno, you got kereta?

No ah... jalan lah

HERE WE GO!


JJ, where'd you get your canai from?
Rudy, where'd you get your maggi from?
JJ, where'd you get your tosai from?
Rudy, where'd you get your curry from?

I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it got it got it...

JJ, where'd you get your kopi from?
Rudy, where'd you get your nasi from?
JJ, where'd you get your sambal from?
Eh, Rudy, where'd you get your tapau from?

I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it got it got it...

Mamak, looking good from his head to his toe,
Curry overload, body out of control,
Open 24, you can always go,
So happening, also got cendol,

Roti smelling good, they don't use ghee,
It's almost small, it's the place to eat, (apa khabar?)
You can tell curry's been there for a week, (wah sedap!)
Mamak made it hot, I can feel the heat!

So be veli good and thank your mamak,
He makes food just like a sauna,
Panas, panas, here it comes now, panas, panas, here it comes now,
Oooo

I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it got it got it...

Aney, Aney, Tolong kira please boss!

(Some tamil convo here lolz)

- What?
- Ten ringgit forty cent, buuuttt for you guys - Ten ringgit.
- THANK YOU MACHA!

Eh Rudy..
Ah..
Mmm, tak rasa la. Not enough spice la...
Don't worry, I know what to do man.
Really?

(Telephone dialling)
HEY JIN!
Ow Sh*t, it's the morning crew!
HAhahahahahaha

Ho, you ain't hungry?
Well - I - am,
Take you to a place where they don't eat ham,
Speak malay or speak chinese,
A little bit of rice and some black eyed peas,
Where else can you go and eat real late?
Straight from the club and it's food on your plate,
Love Mackie Diz, but not today,
Think I'm in the mood for some cool teh,
Tell JJ, I think I found a winner,
Me and Rudy, we both missed dinner,
So you know that we're ready to eat,
No durians, now please have a seat!

Come on...
I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it got it got it...

All these food right here, I got all these from my MAMAK.
All these food right here, I got all these from my MAMAK.

Ifa roti real fine, 9 times outta 10, its coming from my mamak,
If the kopi real sweet, 9 times outta 10, its sweeter at my mamak,
If the cat's really ugly, I bet you, it is not at my mamak,
If the girl's real fine, 9 times outta 10, she's hanging at my mamak,
If you're chilling in subang, 9 times outta 10, you're chilling at my mamak,
If you're hanging in ampang, 9 times outta 10, you're hanging at my mamak,
At my mamak!

JJ, where'd you get your canai from?
Rudy, where'd you get your maggi from?
JJ, where'd you get your tosai from?
Rudy, where'd you get your curry from?

I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it got it got it...
Roti make some noise!
If you like kopi, make some noise!
If you like mamak, make some noise!
Make some noise, Make some noise, noise, noise...
(noi, noi, noi, noi, noi...)

Ok, ok enough of the noise, eh - macha, macha, Rudy - Stop with the tin cans la!
Are you serious?
Yeala please
Alrite
Eh, but how's your roti ah?
Ooo, dashyat man
Eh, eh whatchu got eh watchu wat's that?
Eheh, chicken, lamb, everything inside!
Got telur?
GOOOOOTTTT

hehe. so very malaysian kan. gile cool derang nih. aku nk keje ngn derang leh?