Wednesday, August 26, 2009

another ramadhan rantings

hey there ppl

sungguh rajin payid memblog sekarang. kan? mungkin sepanjang access aku ke fb masih disekat, jadi ini je la kut alat komunikasi aku dgn dunia luar, selain dr facebook chat yg sengal tuh. haish... i nvr knew that berkomunikasi dgn dunia luar sewaktu bekerja adalah satu keperluan rupanya. i wonder macamana org2 zaman sebelum internet wujud ni mengelat time keje? hiks..

oleh kerana aku xdpt YM dan facebooking, maka masa kerja aku adalah sedikit terluang. tapi nama aku mau bg sepenuhnye konsentrasi terhadap kerja itu semacam tidak mungkin akan terjadi je. jadi aku memilih utk mengelat dgn cara lain ; bloghopping y'all...!

frm one blog to another, aku melompat2 dan membaca. sedikit sebanyak tau juga la update2 cerita hidup org lain. then it made me realize sth ; membaca blog yg wujud dlm satu lingkaran sahaja (read : the sengetians ) boleh mengakibatkan tekanan dan kemuakkan tahap melampau.

before this, i admit that aku hanya membaca beberapa blog je, yg aku rasakan kena dgn jiwa aku. tp akibat masa terluang begitu banyak sepanjang 2 hari ni, maka aku turu2 membaca blog2 yg aku skip selama ini. bt reading them again buat aku terigt semula the reason why i dun read them at the very first place

im not saying semua tulisan itu tidak bagus. ada yg bagus juga, ada yg kelakar, ada yg sweet, ada yg witty, ada yg penuh informasi. bt most of them aku rasakan mereka menulis hanya kerana everybody is doing it. like, everybody who is somebody in the sengetians have a blog, so they felt that they shud hv one too so that mereka juga boleh meluahkan rasa dan bercerita ttg kehidupan mereka, kisah cinta mereka dan partner mereka yg dirasakan yg paling sempurna dlm dunia dan mereka sajala pasangan bercinta paling hebat di alam semesta dan semua org pon mau membaca kisah mereka juga. padahal mungkin mereka tidak sedar that they are suffocating their readers with their mushy2 love stories.

akhirnye, setelah terasa kemuakkan tahap dewa, aku ditakdirkan utk terjumpa blog my pet sis masa kat sekolah dlu. i havnt heard frm her since the last 4 years jadi terlalu banyak update yg aku tertinggal. and as i was catching up with her life stories (yg xdela bk sgt coz it's more like her thoughts and opinion on her everyday encounters) i was like, man, it feels like a breathe of fresh air. finally, sth yg tidak ada kisah cinta sesama jenis yg memualkan, kisah patah hati tahap dewa, kisah kehidupan seorg sengetian yg membosankan. eheh. and as i keep on reading, i realized that she's still the same old k.jas yg aku kenal dlu. who speaks her mind in her own language and writes frm her heart. man, how i really miss her..

and i swear, disebabkan terasa terlalu connected dgn tulisan itu, aku hampir sahaja meninggalkan komen until i realized that i was signing in with my blogger ID. it held me back, bila aku terfikir yg i ws not ready to share the other side of me yg dia tidak tahu. knowing her, aku tahu yg maybe she's gonna be sooooo okay about my sexual orientation yg xpenah aku reveal openly masa sekolah dlu. tp aku rasa, im not ready to openly admit to her yet kut. jadi biarla dulu. lgpon, aku rasa tidak menjadi keperluan pon utk dia tahu walaupon aku rasa mau share my writings with her as well

but to dedicate this post to her, i quote these meaningful phrase frm her blog (yg aku tau dia juga quoted frm sumone else. eheh)

Whatever you gave a woman, she will make greater.
If you give her sperm, she will give you a baby.
If you give her a house, she will give you a home.
If you give her groceries, she will give you a meal.
If you give her a smile, she will give you her heart.
She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.
So if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.

8 comments:

semuthitam said...

yang last tu, nice!

pires said...

there's part of your writing that make me smile.i believe we do feel the same thing ;)

anyway, selamat berpuasa payid. long time no see huh.

jamie said...

the phrase was definitely & absolutely right..thank u for sharing dear..

hope u r getting better..*wink*

aerlon said...

you are sincere.
that's the reason why i never stop reading yours.

Jedi said...

"be ready to receive a ton of shit"..
macha, kalo ko rcv ini, sila hubungi aku. aku tau cemana nak kawtim. :P

payid07 said...

semut
sbb nice aku letak kat sini utk dikongsi bersama

pires
yeah, it's been a while. selamat berpuasa juga pires

jamie
u bet i am (sejak dah boleh masuk fb semula. hehe)

aerlon
that's a great honour. thank u

jedi
adakah ini bermaksud kau mmg selalu giving women crap sehingga menjadi expert to get urself out of trouble? haha

Jedi said...

haha macha,
aku maksudkan "shit" tu. bleh je humban kat pump station ekekeke

Anonymous said...

saya sungguh setuju, amat suffocating ada masanya membaca perihal pasangan senget yg kelihatannya BAHAGIAAAA memanjang..mushy tahap tinggi itu.

tapi hak memasing..saya tak baca la lepas tu dah kan..biarkan mereka dlm dunia mereka sahajjjjaaa...

~cik anon