Wednesday, December 31, 2008

tentang seseorang..

it all started abt 5 mths back, when she suddnly buzzed me thru YM. she ws one of the blog readers. well, actually she juz came accross my blog while searching for sth on the net *God knows la kan apa yg dia search tu. Bt I think at point of time, none of us knew that it is a beginning of an amazing journey

masa memula kenal dia thru cyberspace, I hv to admit that im attracted with the way she speaks her mind. She’s firm with her stand and and frm the way she chats with me, I know she’s damn smart

and bile dah jumpa, damn she ws gorgeous! Ahaha. Not that aku xpenah tgk rupa dia thru the pics she gave me *ala2 org dlu2 brkenalan main pos gambar dgn surat cinta kan. Cuma agknye bila dah bertentangan mata, terus aku terkesima kan. Walaweh. Well, to say that she’s drop dead gorgeous mmgla mcm exaggerating kan. Eheh. Bt there’s sth abt her that’s really attractive and appealing

tapi bile dah kenal depan2, baru la tau kdg2 benda xdela sindah yg kita sangka kan. Eheh. Bila dah berdepan, br la terkeluar true coloursnye yg berwarna warni itu. Baru la tau yg ketegasan pendirian tu disertai dgn degil yg amat sgt. Kepetahan bicara itu disertai juge dgn smgt TBK (tak boleh kalah) everytime we argue. Dan betapala outspokennye dia smp kdg2 statement2 yg keluar dr mulut comel itu bisa mengguris hati, and she doesn’t even gv a damn abt it. and itu xmasuk lg dgn pertukaran mood yg lebih pantas dr kelajuan cahaya smp kdg2 naik semput aku mengejarnye

dalam proses mengenali hati budi tuh, it ws not really an easy journey. She has her own judgement terhadap aku juge, and her attitude yg sumtimes seolah2 sengaja testing my patience and keep pushing me away frm her really drives me crazy. Bt I dunno y, sumhow dspite all the logical reasons she gave me to walk away frm her, hati aku lebih kuat utk accept the challenge and stay. I dunno y bt I really want to go through this roller coaster ride with her

as time goes by, we get to know each other better. Dan aku mula belajar perkara2 baru yg lebih menarik ttg dia. Dia yg selalunye kasar dan keras itu kdgkala manja juge. Dia yg mulutnye kdg2 aku terasa mcm nk insuranskan tuh hatinye sbnanye sgt baik. She’s sweet, and kdgkala sum of her actions and the way she cares abt me menyentuh hati aku juge

and throughout this journey, we shared part of our lives yg we do not share with lots of ppl. Our pasts, our mistakes, our slips, our falls. Somehow, slowly we build trust among each other. Sth yg pd mulanya pd dia sgt sukar sbnanye, since she hardly trusts anyone. Kdg2 aku tertanya2 juge, what did I do to deserve all these frm her? Bt im glad that sumhow I manage utk betulkan beberapa tanggapan dia trhadap aku. I hv to admit la, she is soooo…. Skeptical abt me masa kitorg memula kenal. And that ws one of the things that feels like killing me sumtimes

bt we manage to go through the tough stage And we understand each other much better in time. Yes, we have our differences. we do argue at times *which she’s really good at it. Ehehe. Bt sumhow, dia buat aku rasa selesa everytime we r together. Despite being pendiam and kinda reserved, I enjoyed every conversation we had. I love spending every moment with her, xkisah la time lepak2 bersama ke, borak2 on the phone ke or chatting thru YM. And juz to be around her, tanpa perlu sebarang bicara, atau sentuhan sekalipn, it makes me feels warm inside

I really cherish every single thing I have with her. I really wish aku xkan hilang apa yg aku ada dgn dia skrg. It’s not that much pn, I know. Bt it’s more than enuff for me for the time being. I promised her that no matter what happned between us, she will nvr lose me.
Bt I know, when each of us dah commit ngn our own partner, things wont be the same again, despite how much we really want it to be. Kita cuma mampu merancang kan. So that’s y, I want to make the most of what I hv right now. aku xnk pk ke mana sudahnye rship kitorg ni. Klu boleh, aku xmau ada kesudahan pn sbnanye. Bt whatever it is, im overwhelmed with gratitude that sumhow our path crossed, and we shared a truly amazing journey

17 comments:

dian said...

kau memang jiwa karat kan nok

payid said...

siot kau dian

akusemut.hitam said...

ya, aku sokong dian! (angkat-angkat tangan sambil lari nyorok belakang dian)

Nurul said...

Happy New Year Payid

pamina said...

i have a fren like that and we had been frens since 2003 so the new year marks the 6th year of our friendship. my gf is constantly jealous of her, and her gf used to be jealous of me too, but frens are not gfs and there is something magical is just friendship. yes we drove each other up the wall in the crudest ways possible but i think after 6 years it's good that we still have something to fight about :)

jebonx said...

eii org kate karat kau marah. tp kau mmg karatzzzz
may your relationship with that special sum1 last forever. sounds really beautiful by the way.. (dah.. kang aku terjangkit karatz kau)

payid said...

ye la ye la. aku la si jiwang karat. ehehe
happy new year everybody
pamina
yes, cant blame the partner if they are jealous. bt as long as u do not cross the fine infidelity line, i think it should be OK. gd for u
kak jeb
tks for the compliment kak. eheh

akusemut.hitam said...

tadi ku jumpa dengan orang yang kau kata "damn she ws gorgeous!" - ya sangat manis orangnya, semut suka! tapi boleh kena diabetes kalau selalu jumpa. err, sayang kau takde...

jamie said...

hahaha..confident jek org tu the same person..payid,sile komen;P

jamie said...
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payid said...

tahnye semut. konfidensi je kau ni kan? klu kau teka betul pon, kali ni xde hadiah la dude. organizer bankrupt suda

jamie said...

haha..gossip semesta alam la ni kang..tak pasal je..hahhaahaa..

jamie said...

haha..gossip semesta alam la ni kang..tak pasal je..hahhaahaa..

Nurul said...

Do I know her? If she is the one.. than I meamang setuju dia sangat sweet...

Hi Payid&Jamie

jamie said...

hi nurul..well payid dear. i think she's not that sweet..she just cute,gorgeous, adorable, nice, sexy, super lady, unpreditable..wah!!!aku plak lebih2..hahahaa..

sorry dear..:D

cheers!!

akusemut.hitam said...

menyesal aku baca komen ni sampai habis!

Fantagiro said...

Aku rasa nak muntah boleyy... Payid si Jiwang karatzzzz... nasib baik ko mengaku!